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"I'm sorry"
Thats all anyone says
"No need, just some sex deprived dick" I shrug
"On a happier note, do wanna come to mine?" He quickly changes the subject
I nod and we start walking walking straight ahead, out of the park
"Still up to your playerish ways?" I giggle and I playfully shove him
He chuckles "I can't help it if the ladies love me!"
I laugh,
"Ahh, more texts from Harry" He says, scrolling through his phone,
"I don't know if I should go home or not, it's just" I run my hands through my hair in frustration
"Go home" He shrugs
I look at him confused "And leave you?"
"I can go to a party or some shit" He laughs
My phone starts ringing, I quickly pick it up
"For fucks sake Harry! I'm coming home!" I answer
"Lucky I'm not Harry then" I hear a girl voice
"Gemma?" I ask
"Yep" She clears up "Harry and you got in a fight?"
"Yeah" I agree
"Over protective?" She guesses
I sigh, "Yeah"
"Which boy did you pick? Niall? Ashton? Calum?" She frantically asks
I giggle, "Luke, but I doubt he likes me"
I look up to Jake who's looking at me quizzically
"Oh my god! Luke is such a hottie, he's so quiet and innocent and oh my god. You guys would make such cute babies!" She exclaims
"Gem, you're so wierd," I laugh
"I just called to say that Harry has called me like a hundred times to say for you to come home or else he's calling the police"
I groan,
"He takes everything so far!" I bkast out, and I see Jake slightly jump and my out burst
"Just, go home okay?" She pleads
I grunt, "I'll think about it" I finally say as I hang up
"Luke, hey?" He says, while he playfully nudge me
I look down in embarressment
He gets his phone out and starts typing
"What are you doing?" I ask, while trying to take a look at what he was doing
"Checking out Lukes twitter profile" He gives up and lets me watch him typing Lukes name
His profile pops up and I point to it, he clicks on it and we start trolling his profile
"He's so good looking! Oh em geee" Jake says in a high pitched girly tone,
I laugh, "I gotta go home now" I pout
"And I gotta go and find a partáy to go to" He answers back,
As we go our seperate ways, I turn around and blow him a kiss, to which he responds "I love you!" and I reply "Love you too"
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I finally made it to the tour bus, and I looked secretly seeing if anyone was there.
Like you know? You hide behind a wall and secretly look beyond the wall to see if anyone was there? Well no-ones there.
"Oh my fucking god, where the fuck have you been?" I hear a voice come behind me
I jump in surprise
"Holy shit, Calum, don't do that!"
He embraces me in a hug, he snuggles his head into my hair,
"Don't ever do that again!" He scolds,
I sigh, "Just lets go on the tour bus" I start walking
"That's not a good idea" He states
I raise my eye brows "And why is that?"
"Harry.. erm.. he got a tinsy bit mad when you left" He pinched his fingers together to show 'a little bit'
My eyes widen "H-he didn't hurt any of you, did he?" I panic
"Nah, he just.. kinda hurt the tour bus" He ponders, looking for the right words,
I sigh, "He fucking destroyed everything didn't he?" I run my hands through my hair,
"Kinda like a tornado,"
"Okay, I'm going inside" I step onto the steps reaching for the door knob
I turn it and I take the step inside
Oh my god
Things broken, smashed, pieces everywhere, all over the floor, shelves, tables
I sigh, great
I walk towards his/my bedroom, I open the door and see Liam and Zayn, rubbing Harrys back, who has his face buried in his hands, but as soon as the door creaks he looks up, red faced, tear stained.
"Rory?" He asks, as if I was a figment of his imagination
"You didn't need to break everything on this bus, this stuff is worth more than me" I giggle
He cracks a smile, before he stands up and hugs me, as soon as he broke from me,
"I'm so sorry, I don't know why I said that, I and all the boys here, know that you're not a slut, it's just.. " He buries his head in his hands,
I go to side hug him and kiss him on his forehead,
"I love you" Harry mumbles
"But I love you more" I close my eyes resting my head against his shoulder,
I hear the light pattering of feet, exiting the room, leaving me and Harryto sort things out
"I was so worried" He sighs
I just stayed silent, not knowing what to say or do, but it felt right not to ignore Harry. But thats when I realised, maybe Luke & I won't work
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I'm sorry, I know its short, but I'm just planning evertthing
omg, I love Harry
He's such a cute brother, there will maybe be drama or a bit of Lory in the next one ;)
I changed my name :)
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Anxiety || Luke Hemmings
Fanfiction"I'm broken and hurt and I don't know what to do anymore, I was once so happy, I don't think I'll ever be me again"