THEIR JINXED ENCOUNTER

MEET ME

This story will be containing three POV at least -kirti, that is me; second third person; and the unlucky charm of my life you'll see later.

So...This story is about me" KIRTI". Right now I am gonna tell you a few thing about me for good understanding and connection.

A small town girl with ordinary life, simple choices and lovely yet complex family .

I can't say I am poor but no property or whatsoever just an government job of my dad with regular and sufficient income to fulfill our needs. I am in high school second year hoping to become a doctor no engineer...maybe something with professional degree nothing in particular it has its own reason. I just want to support my family. With a degree I will be able write civil services exam which was one of my fantasies since I was a child.

Yeah I am not a totally lovey- dovey person with prince and princess romance dreams I mean giving attention to my family...I mean whole family is enough who wants an extra person at this age to add on the important people list it will just increase stress you know relationship problems ...my friends are clear examples . I am not saying I hate all that I too enjoy see rom-com movies with family reading novels...but love is not for me I had crushes but you see not too hard just passing ones and still having one on somebody but you can't anybody unless I choose a person to share it with from my friends, parents are restricted to this talk anyways it will only be a crush ad that too for a short time like others since high school is going to end soon. I am just overwhelmed to see others happy ...specially my parents.

Everybody thinks I am the most clean, nice, innocent girl but it has its flaws too for example when your friends are talking about their boyfriends or any new hotty they usually don't give importance to your presence which is most of the time in case of my friends, they mostly don't include me in their dirty talks and it's not that I am feeling bad or anything it's just sometimes there is nobody left to talk to you...but then for time like this their is family but then my friends say you are a kid and too honest as I share everything with my parents but what I say it's a habit since I was a child and also because my parents are frank with me specially my dad. that's why he is my favourite we can talk from my dress choice to future hubby although sometimes it turns kind of awkward for me.

But honestly I am no miss goody in two shoes I am bad, cocky, rude, selfish, arrogant, sassy, stubborn, teaser also when needed but I am not a badass too I am your definition of typical don't mess with me girl. But I can't keep things to me I need somebody to tell about my life issues that somebody can be my parents but there are things can't be revealed to them so other option is with my friends .nobody knows me completely and I am serious nobody...but a few time you get the glimpse of my other talents or hidden sides too if you are lucky or too unlucky in case you see my bitchy side you know people can rarely see those side they are not allowed to uncover the truth but then they hardly take notice of it as I am great in self control, it's nearly impossible to change my mood if I am angry then I will till its drained own its own and if I am happy then I am, only few people are able to change my mood .If you see its really sad as nobody to whom I can talk comfortably without the tension of being judge, who will understand me and listen me. But then even if somebody ask me to let them be that person I know I will not allow them as for that I have to first tell that person as a start about what I want and show that person my wild side but I don't think I can be open to somebody that much.

Actually you people must be thinking I am an quiet or introverted type of person but that's not the case as i already told you people that i have just got myself in control not to cross my limits and the boundaries lies just a little bit before the limits of my dear friends....so that I can maintain my image as the clean person and also due to parents rule and their respect in society, sometimes I worry if I got a chance of free myself what will I be doing and to which extent, should I be worrying about that? I guess no ...I mean in no way I am going to lose myself and my composure. So I am a fun loving person who just love to be in her comfort zone doesn't matter if that zone is confined to her house, right?It doesn't matter what you say as I am not going to change that and no one can force me about anything like change my clothes that is school dress I mostly wears that and then go for a walk or a round of cycling, cycling my foot, I hate it I mean why can't people just understand that their is no use of doing such thing for instance you are not going to do world a favour by changing your clothes specially if they are clean, like it will increase the human resource or stop the pollution but if you see from other side it waste your time and human energy and energy can't be wasted but who can make my mom understand. Also only if she could understand changing clothes will just increase her burden of washing them but she is not ready to understand, then what can we do and the cherry on top is she even start nagging sometimes about washing our clothes daily that too handwash as they can't be washed in machine, about the amount to iron and fold, why you people are having so much clothes if you don't put them properly in places or even wear all of them and so on a non stop train starts and we have to listen her without a word so...the question lies why to change clothes in the first place.

By now you people must have gotten an idea that I talks a lot and actually a lot more then that if it makes any sense but the main point is sometime if I am talking about world history i may get too immersed into it and while talking who thinks so much? okay maybe everyone does but not me I will not be even having any idea about where i started and will jump to for example Harry Potter. Its a issue I have got with myself but to my good luck everybody or most people to whom I talk are aware of it and are now habitual with it and they make me come back to the main point as I am a good thinker and talker with great understanding of almost every subject, all thanks to my dad and maybe television by which I spend most of my day and that's why I give good advice mostly as no one can be hundred percent sure.So the main point is I love to speak but not on stage I am having issues with audience you know large number of people not as crowded but as listeners of me...again if you will be thinking, no I am not an introvert just lacking confidence. You know I can even speak to a complete stranger like a friend while no body I know can, they all stutter but not me.

The main and most important thing which I just remembered now is my features....I am fair but not that complete milky white I am light wheatish colour most of the girls are jealous of me due to this as their complexion is not that great but that is not my fault right I wish someday their head get it straight but my friends loves it and that is all I care about , I can't call myself a brunette as my hairs are naturally brown at some parts from the scalp and at the ends are mostly all brown but it is not that clearly seen as it is dark brown. As for figure I can't say I am having a great body with perfect curves and thin shape but yeah I am not fat or you can say just normal as I am not skinny or too thin as for curves, I guess have got them but if they are perfect or not I can't say anything.my parents say I am too weak and I should eat more I know they just exaggerate but my friend say I am perfect and they admire me and are in always in shock that how come not a single guy asked me out, but then they say it's due to my personality I don't let them advance and that is true but I don't mind, why should I.

Anyways whatever they say but now a days I am becoming more and more body conscious as I think I am getting fat on me as earlier I used to go school daily that too by walking i hate riding anything including bicycle too. But now a days I am not going to school daily as finals are approaching and we need self study not that I am doing it too seriously opposite to others but not to worry about that as that's how I am always opposite to everyone if all say left me right , if they will say north I will be saying south and so on it's a never ending list, so I am totally doomed as I wasted a whole month and now even before like eight days I am not getting any exam fear and that not normal right I should be tensed but I am not am I not...yeah I am not normal girl. my parent says, friends, relatives actually all of them whoever knows me for even a week. The good thing is they all say you are different in a good way even though they are just comforting words but guess what they worked for me as I actually believed them and now I don't give a damn about anyone else and what they say, family matters the most to me. ugh again I lost the track of topic so the thing is in short now i generally don't go anywhere but just in front of television, computer or tablet.So no body movement hence no exhaustion or anything else other than piling up body fat.I want to curse myself to the best extent but then I am no good at thaT, hardly know a few words and even they are no good. You know once I thought of taking class from my friends of how to curse someone with full confidence and learn a few good ones that is what they are good at actually too good they can get a degree for that if their would be one, but the bitter truth of life is I am no good at that and it sucks... my life suck I mean could their be a girl who can't curse herself, you know I just discovered one and that's me....now I know how much behind I am from my friends and the world.But then that is me and I love myself...I am the favourite person of myself.

So that's it, that is what I can tell about myself, rest will be discovered slowly as my days will be passing..so welcome to my life and enjoy it with my friends and family, tomorrow will be new star new month that is march and the day next to it our farewell I am excited.