Just a Crush (2MIN)

Shatter

~Taemin's POV~

I looked around the room. Wow Snsd Noonas really did a great job and there was so much food! I walked over to the food table and grabbed a carton of banana milk. I can't believe that they even remembered to get it. I poked a straw in the top and licked my lips.

Minho was at the bar, talking to some of his friends, but Key told me that I wasn't allowed to have any drinks, or even go near the bar for that matter. I saw Kai and some other members of Exo-K nearby so I happily walked over.

'Hey Taemin' Kai and I fist bumped

'Hi' I smiled.

'You remember Chanyeol and Baekhyun, right?'

My face lit up in recognition.

'Yeah, I do! Whats up guys?'

~Minho's POV~

I sat at the bar alone, ughh finally a chance to get away from all these people!

I asked for a beer and suddenly felt someone slide into the seat next to me.

I turned to see who it was.

'Oh hey Yuri!' I smiled and she reached over to hug me before ordering a drink for herself.

'So how do you like it?' She asked

Like what?... Oh the party! Ugh! This alcohol's getting to my brain.

'Uhhh, yeah! Its great. But its nice to not be crowded by people for a change.' I admitted.

'Yeah, I understand' she smiled warmly. I smiled back. It was nice talking to Yuri. It's hard to talk to her out in public and stuff because of all the rumors about us. At the party, I knew there would be no paparazzi or bloodthirsty fans, so it was alright!

The bartender passed us our drinks. I downed mine quickly and Yuri drank hers quite quickly too. We asked for another and another and soon got really wasted. We started acting like idiots and Yuri pulled me up onto the dance floor.

We started dancing with eachother. Yuri was grinding up against me and I just went with the flow. No ones going to care, its just a party anyway.

Suddenly, she turned to me and drunkenly pulled my face to hers and started kissing me. It was a really sloppy horrible kiss, but I thought to myself, what the hell! I was drunk anyway, the alcohol clouded my mind and I couldn't think straight.

I noticed something behind me. I pulled away and Yuri looked at me questioningly. I turned to see Taemin standing about 2 metres from us, his mouth open in shock, his hand outstretched with a banana milk lying on the floor spilling everywhere.

He suddenly started crying and ran off. I felt a pang in my chest.

I tried to run after him, to tell him that I didnt mean to, or at least tell him that I didn't really feel anything. I wanted to tell him I loved him.

As I tried to step away, Yuri pulled me back by my arm.

'Why are you trying to leave? He doesn't matter, shouldn't he be old enough to handle this sort of thing?' Yuri frowned.

'No thats not it...' I slurred. Yuri pulled my face back to hers and I didn't even try to resist.

~Taemin's POV~

I had been talking to Kai and meeting all his friends. I was having so much fun. I excused myself and went to the food table to grab another banana milk.

I grabbed a carton and then nearly dropped it as I felt somebody grab my shoulder. I turned around in surprise. It was Key! He smiled at me.

'Hey Taemin, having fun?'

I smiled and nodded eagerly.

'Great!' He grinned. 'I'm just gonna take Onew home, he isn't feeling well.'

'Awwww' I felt sorry for him. Who would want to go home during this?

'Anyway, can you just go tell Minho for me, incase he wonders where we are?'

'Sure!' I nodded again

'Okay, I think he's at the bar' Key informed me.

'The bar?' I frowned in thought 'Will he be drunk?'

Key thought for a second

'Yeah, maybe, but don't worry. Minho can take a lot of alcohol, and although he can't think as clearly, he always knows what he's doing. Minho never makes stupid decisions, even when he's drunk.'

'Okay!' I mock-saluted him, and went off to search for Minho.

I was excited to talk to him too! We hadn't spoken for a while and at the start of the party, I couldnt even get near him. He should be by himself now.

I skipped over to the bar. I looked around. Oh thats weird, he's not here? The bartender leaned over the counter.

'Hey kid, are you even old enough to be drinking?'

I looked at him. What? Oh oh right.. He noticed me hanging around and though I wanted a drink.

'Oh no... Well yes but.. I'm looking for my friend, Minho.

'Uhhh' the guy thought for a bit 'It's his party, right?'

I nodded 'Mmmhmmm!'

'Oh yeah, he's around there somewhere' he gestured to the dancefloor. There was a large crowd of people dancing to club-type music. I saw Minho's head amongst the crowd and smiled.

'Okay, thankyou!' I bowed to the bartender and made my way over to where I saw Minho. I started bobbing along to the music as I walked, and I opened my banana milk as well.

I saw Minho amongst the crowd. He was dancing with Yuri. I definitely did not like the way she was dancing up against him like that. I felt the jealousy sink in.

I was about to charge right over and break them apart when I saw Yuri grab Minhos face. I think she was trying to kiss him. It was clear that they were both drunk.

I froze, my mouth gaping wide open. I waited for Minho to pull away, maybe even push her off of him, but to my horror, he started to kiss her back. I stared in horror and I barely noticed when my banana milk slipped from my hand and onto the floor. He pulled away to look at me and I felt tears slip from my eyes as I turned and ran away from them.

I couldnt help thinking about what Key had said earlier.

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'Don't worry. Minho can take a lot of alcohol, and although he can't think as clearly, he always knows what he's doing. Minho never makes stupid decisions, even when he's drunk.'

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So Minho kissed her deliberately. He likes her.

I turned back, and to confirm my suspicion, Minho hadn't even tried to run after me. He just continued to suck Yuri's face off.

I swear I felt my heart shatter into tiny pieces. I crouched down in the corner of the room where nobody could see me, and sobbed my heart out.

I was just stupid from the beginning. He doesn't like me. He never will. He's not even gay......