REMNANT

ISOLATION

I have never felt this isolated before... Jimin had tried talking to me, but I just couldn't look him in the eye... Or any part of him, for that matter.

It was just way too embarrassing, though, at the same time, I couldn't stand being away from him... Because I couldn't sleep without him.

"You fucking fucker!" A girl's voice came screaming in my house and I looked over to my widely slammed open door... to see Rosé standing there.

"Hi?" I greeted questioningly and she pointed her finger at me.

"Why haven't you been talking to your best friend?!" she yelled and I hushed her, trying to get her to calm down... but it wasn't really working.

"Don't scream, he's borrowing the room across the hall" I whispered and she squinted her eyes at me, before storming out of my room. "Jimin come here for a sec" Rosé demanded and I could hear him opening the door to his room.

"I want you to come with me into Yoongi's room" she stated and he shrugged, following behind her. When they inevitably came inside – Rosé pushed Jimin [out of nowhere] towards me, the force making us both fall over.

"Hey, what was that for?" I yelled in disbelief at her, to which she just smiled.

"See? Touching each other isn't as hard as it seems" she explained and I rolled my eyes at her bad attempt at making me reconnect.

"You don't have to be scared Yoongi" she continued with and Jimin chuckled at that. "So the party is the reason you haven't spoken to me?" he questioned and I unwillingly nodded... I really need to get him off of me, because his muscles made him heavy.

"I could give you a lap dance ~ if you want" Jimin joked, wiggling his eyebrows and I rolled my eyes before struggling to get up. Suddenly, he pushed me up onto my bed and climbed on top of me... Oh god, no.

NO.

I hid under the pillow while he tried to twerk in my face... Yeah, please no.

"Rosé, get him off!" I yelled and when I glanced towards the door she wasn't there. Had she gone home? Did she really just come here to get us to talk again?

"Enjoying the view?" Jimin asked and I pushed him down onto the floor. "Ouch, that's not nice" he commented and I grunted lowly, before throwing my blanket over myself.

... Just a while after – Jimin came climbing in together with me and I was finally able to fall asleep.

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When I woke up — Jimin was laying beside me, studying me cautiously.

"What are you doing?" I questioned and he smiled at me. "You're cute" he said without caring about answering my question.

"Okay..." I mumbled, looking away and soon he sat up, making the mattress tilt his way.

"You know... I've never thought much about the future, but I just can't imagine one without you baby" he said out of the blue and I smiled at his kind words.

"Why'd you think about that now then?" I inquired, keeping an eye on him and he looked at me... guilt forming across his face.

"What is it?" I asked nervously and he visibly gulped. "I got admitted to a dance school in another city. . . I'm starting in a few days Yoongi" he admitted and I felt my pulse rising...

Why didn't he tell me sooner?!

I hastily stood up from my bed, walking out of my room with fast steps.

My eyes were starting to water and I couldn't control my breathing... I don't want him, [anyone] to see me like this.

I ran out of the house, out onto the street and I glanced back to see Jimin looking for me through the window... Trying to mouth me something.

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After 15 minutes – I had successfully gotten myself to Hobi's house... Not that I was really sure how, but anyway I rang the doorbell. His mom opened the door and she smiled at me.

"Hi, is Hoseok home?" I asked, trying to put on a happier tone and she nodded, inviting me inside.

"Hobi! Yoongi is here for you" she yelled through the hallway and after a while, footsteps were heard until he stood in front of me.

"Hi Yoonie" he greeted with a happy voice, but his smile dropped when he noticed the expression on my face.

He quickly leads me to his room and sat me down on his bed. I kind of wanted him to just tell me to punch Jimin... but that probably wouldn't help in the long run.

"What happened?" he questioned, sitting down beside me and I looked into his dark eyes.

"Jimin is moving away from me" I whispered out and he gasped by my quiet words.

"Why'd he ever do that?" Hoseok almost yelled out and I shrugged hopelessly, not really knowing what to do or say.

— "He's going to start a new school, so he's leaving me behind" I muttered out, desperately trying to keep back a sniffle escaping my throat, all the while my best friend patted my back comfortingly.

"Well, your parents can maybe arrange so that you can live together with him?" He stated quizzically and I shook my head, at the otherwise well-intended idea.

"It's not only that, I mean... he didn't tell me anything, he's kept quiet until now when he wouldn't have to feel bad about it... I almost don't wanna be with him" I rambled, letting a tear slip from my eye. I took another deep breath, trying to calm myself.

"At the same time - he's my oldest childhood friend... I just, ugh this just got complicated!" I muttered while my understanding friend looked at me with a sad face.