Feelings...

Intro (1)

Hey, so um your probs thinking what the heck is this. Well, I'm Megan (the cover pic is me) and well I have a lot of built up feelings my head and I'm sure everyone does😂
But I like telling my feelings to people and letting it out because it makes me 100x better but I just never want to tell my family or friends because it's hard. I feel as though my family would just laugh at me and my friends would not even listen to me ramble on so I wanted to write it down here.

I understand if you don't want to read this but I just bottle all of my feelings in my head and just need to write them down.  I would write them down on a piece of paper but it would eventually just be thrown away. Maybe one day I'll write a  blog. That would be fun. For now I'm just going to use this.

I don't get panic attacks or anything like that but I maybe get anxiety sometimes but it's most the time of just everything built up. I will never get upset over one thing but if things are being said for a while then it just gets built up and one day I just break. It all gets to me and it can be hard. I do understand if your going through the same and if you are, let it out in the comments and I will read. This is kinda just a healthy place to let your feelings out and not let anyone judge you.

I don't get really upset on what people say because it's just something stupid most the time. Though people's actions do effect me a lot. If maybe one day someone ignores me or be really blunt I will overthink about it and start thinking that person hates me (even though they probably don't) and there is people out there that make me feel this way a lot. People who I know don't hate me but sometimes they act different and it gets to me so easily.

I don't know if anyone else feels this way or it's just me but if you have got to the end of this page then thanks for reading my soppy writing. It means a lot to me.

Megan