I'm literally going to ramble so much sh*t in this chapter but I honestly couldn't care less.
So my family is complicated. My sister has had a lot of problems In the past and I know it's really hard for her and my parents. It just seems everything happening with my family leaves me the one no one cares about. My parents I think don't know a lot about me and how a feel and my sister probably doesn't care. I know they probably inside do care but they don't show it very well.
My sisters always telling me "your always on your computer watching YouTube, your so unsociable" and more. The thing they don't understand is that it's like my happy place. It's somewhere I can laugh and I feel as that it's a hobby. It's probably not a hobby but it's the only thing I enjoy really. I'm not good at anything really.
People don't understand how I feel.
They haven't heard the real story.
No one has.
It's hard. But I'm still trying my best even if it doesn't look like it. And In school I put a smile on my face and don't tell people what has happened at home. They don't care.
Megan
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RandomJust me rambling on about my feeling and you are welcome to write yours in the comments and I will read them. Just a healthy place where no one can judge you.
