Bad, Shy and Overprotective

Chapter 4

Cameron's POV

Hope is just so cute and is so inconnet. I know why her brothers want me to stay away but I can't. I have liked her for so long now that I just simply can't stay away. Her brothers and I used to be buddys, we did all of illegal stuff together. We were brothers, all in the same gang. Had the same tattoo and everything. But something happend and they got mad at me for something I didn't do. I still to this day don't know what I did to deserve their treatment, but I don't care anymore. They are duchbags anyway.

Hope on the other doesn't seem to know about the secret. And thats good, I don't want her to know. But I know if I want a future with her the she has to know, but it has to be in the right time at the right moment. Cliché I know but it's true.

"Cameron?" A delicate voice beside me interrupted my thoughts.

"Yes Hope what is it?" I say while I turn my face to look into her eyes as we walk through the corridor that is near Hopes locker were we had our first talk.

As she takes out her books for her first lesson she starts saying. "Can you follow me to the class again I can not remember were it is." She mumbles like she is embarrassed. I look at that cute blush she has going on, its not just on her cheeks, but the hole face is red. It's really cute though.

"Um... ok I-I understand it was-s a dumb q-question. I will find it myself. S-sorry for asking." She stuttered out in a whisper.

"No, I'll walk you to your class. Don't be embarrassed to ask me for anything. " I said also adding "I will always be there to help." The last part I said looking right into her eyes. Her beautiful green blue eyes. I hope she understands that I really mean it. To make an extra effect to make her understand that I really mean it I said "Promise".

"Ok" She looked shocked but so would I if was her. She didn't know how much I like her, or how long. Fuck she doesn't even remember me hanging around her house just some years ago. But to her defense, my looks have change quite a bit since she last saw me at her house.

"Let's go kitten" I got a hold of her waist and started walking her stumbling on her feet and had to catch herself with putting one hand around my backside and her hand on my chest.

"Why do you call me kitten?" She asked.

"Because your cute like one" I explained. She laughed the most angelic laugh. I only smiled looking down at her head that was hanging backwards while having closed eyes and laughing her head of. I kissed her on the cheek and the blush was back, but this time she didn't care and kept on laughing.

I was happy walking down the school corridor. Normally I would have a scary face saying "if you talk to me I'll kill you" and I still have that face on, just not when I'm looking at Hope. When I look at Hope I smile back, just to make sure that she can feel safe and happy around me. I know that her brothers are gonna try and turn her on me so that I will be alone again. But I'll make sure to keep her close and never let her go.

We got to her class and she was about to go through the door, when I stopped her.

"Lunch with me and the boys later?"

"Um are you sure you want that after what happened last time?" She asked unsure. The question was meant to be in the meaning of I don't wanna be a burden kinda thing.

"Of course I want you to sit with us. The guys like you and I want you there so actually its not a question its a command" I winked at her. She laughed again putting her hand on the doorframe looked at me and biting her lip and walked in while saying just pick me up, because I do not remember the way to the cafeteria."

It was my turn to laugh now. What a cute kitten I have. But in my mind there was a voice saying she still isn't yours. I hated that voice but it was true, I can't end up like John.

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Hello loves!
I am back after a little break. School is hard for the time being. But I will start to focus more on this story. I just want you guys to know somethings before this book I put all blood sweat and tears in to it. I have dyslexia. If some of you does not know what it is it basically means that I have a hard time writing and reading. But I really want to try and get this to work. So if you see any grammatical fails or a word that is not correctly written please so tell, and please don't leave any bad comments on my spellings. I try my best to work against my handicap.

Love A.P.H.