-didnt know what else to write about there trip so im skipping a little-
~back in NY at the condo~
me and all the girls got our bags from in the cars and headed up stairs when we walked in thru the door I could tell my mom had been there her shoes were by the door she had a key all the other girls noticed her shoes too
hana: I thought your mom left NY last week after the show
me: she did but she came back for a meeting
as we made our way down the hall and pass the kitchen my mind was somewhere else
bre: looks like she accepted some gifts too
she said pointing at the two big bouquets of roses sitting on the counter one bouquet was rainbow colored the other was blue the blue bouquet of roses had a huge bag beside it
me: wth
I said walking over to the counter both flowers had cards in them I starred for a min
Cyrene: read the cards!
I slowly reached for the first one in the rainbow roses I opened it and took a deep breath
~happy birthday prince I was hoping that I got to see you again. even after our conversation I still feel bad about everything you should think about letting me take you out to dinner to make up for it~
~jb
I smiled hana came up beside me snatching the card out my hand reading it out loud "nope caint do it she has a boyfriend" she said acting as if Justin could hear her thru the card
me: lol shut up and hand me the other card
the card in these blue roses was a big card she handed it to me I opened the card when I seen the hand writing I had to take a seat
~ whats up Kaylee? its been so long man........I know I'm probably the last person you want to hear from but this last past year you've been on my mind constantly and I hate that shit. I just had to accept that I'm going to always love you nomatter what. that was a hard thing to accept considering I got a baby on the way..its crazy cause I always thought my first child would be by you..but in all man I just want to say I'm sorry for everything and I just wish you would set down and talk to me no strings attached I need that closure I just want to hear you say you forgive me. I'm not gone give up..I hope you love your gift you use to love these hopefully you ain't changed to much......
I really want to see you hit me up 508-999-1010
~durk
my tears hit the card and ink ran down I swallowed hard why was I feeling like this????? I was feeling the hurt all over again!
zonni walked up and hugged me
"you need that closure too" she said holding me and she was right because I was still holding on to that hurt from two years ago ..........."here your mom text you the other night talking about it but I didn't want to bother you." she said handing me my phone. "prince you really are still hurt just text him and set up lunch" hana said " I havnt seen him in two years I ain't ready for this" I said whipping my tears "if you want to be happy in your relationship with diggy you gotta be happy within yourself first" Cyrene said that hit me hard "OK y'all text & be me cus I caint right now I'm going to bed" I gave them my phone,the card and walked off. "I'm goin to bed too" jor said
zonni POV:
prince and jor went off to bed and we all unpacked now we were sitting in the living room "scheming" as always lol
