Its felt like months
Years
Centuries
And yet
You still cloud my mind
I can see the memories we made
But I can no longer make more
Im scared
Of what I will do
Of what you will do
I dont wish to see you frown
But I dont want anything more
Than to see you dead
I cant speak
I cant open my mouth
And speak my mind
Because you closed it off
When those sickening words fell off your tongue
And I cant rid you from my thoughts at night
Maybe im attached
Maybe im sick
Maybe its your fault
That words clog my throat
Maybe ill get over it someday
Or maybe ill run back to you
Only to see you in someone else's arms
What did I do?
Where did I go wrong
What does she have
That I dont
Why did you leave
Why did I let you
Why do I still want you
Why do I still feel love
Why do I so desperately want you back
