Blinded by Love

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Rashaud POV
"Rashaud moveeee",She kept pushing me back. But i only went closer. "Its too early for this😕",she spit the tooth paste out and tightened her towl.
"Mannn look"i looked down at my jr. i was hard asf right now and she aint making it no better,walking around with a towel on.
" i dont know what to tell you. You want some lotion?"
" yo quit playing me"i grabbed her by her waist lifting her up on the counter. Her legs immediately locked around my waist. A smirked played on face because i knew it was all a front.
Scrunching up my face, i watch a smile creep up .
"Thought it was too early",i gently rubbed my hand across her kitty.
"Mmm..dont do thatttt", she winned.
Picking her up,i walked her to the bed.

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Chuckling, i watched as India laid out on the bed half sleep. I put that ass back to sleep😏.
I made my way to the restroom to take me a shower before heading to the trap.
After a good 30 minutes in the shower,i got out and wrapped the towel around my waist.
I dressed in some simple.some robbin jeans,fresh white shirt and my all white forces. Nothing too serious.

"Indy ,shawty im finna go handle some business. Ima be back in a couple hours",i slap her ass to get her attention.
" mmmhmm"she pulled the cover over her naked body.
"Gimme kiss" i made kissy noises in her face. I laughed as she mugged me then pushed my face. "Just go already" before getting up,i kissed her lips then grabbed my phone and gun off the dresser.
"Be careful" i heard her softly say as i walked out the door.
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India POV
"You can really get the fuck out my face", i mumbled as i walked in the bathroom.
It was now 6 in the evening and Rashaud had come home talking about going to somebody get together. Sooooo........ i got dressed.but now that im dressed he complaining about my outfit.😕😑 he need to shut the fuck up.
" yo you know them short to damn short and why you just wont wear the balenciagas?"
"Ohhh my godddd. Leave me alone already"i rolled my eyes and walked into his closet grabbing the shoes. "Happy now", i sat on the bed to place them on my feet.
He had bought me some all pink balenciagas a while back but i just never wore them. But i guess i could wear them today.

"Not fully .them shorts still too short "i felt him slap my ass.
"Keep your hands to yourself"i bent over to tie my shoe. "Im ready",after grabbing my purse and phone i walked out the door,followed by Rashaud.
We got in the car and headed in the direction of our destination.
"Quan and Zo gone be there so you wont be alone",he said as he focused on the road.
"Mmmhmm" i said taking selfies in his phone.
"Gimme my shii .always touching shii",he snatched the phone out my hand.
"Shut the fuck up.and send me my pictures"
"No,you should've took them in yo own phone"
"But yo phone better",i said in a 'duhh' tone.
"How"😑 he stopped at a red light and straight faced me ."we got the same phone"
Shrugging,"it just is "
"I think you slow", he mumbled.
" i think you a hoe" i looked awkwardly out the window😕🤔
"Indy dont fucking play wimme"
"Consider played with"
"Man shut up and come on",he pulled on the side of a curb and got out.
I looked out the window to see we was at a nice sized brick house with lots of cars parked on the outside.
I got out the car,leaving my purse and only grabbing my phone.
I slowly walked toward Rashaud as he waited on me.
"Pull yo shorts down" he pulled at the bottom of my shorts.
Rolling my eyes,i did what he said and pulled them as much as i could.
We walked through a side gate that lead to the back. In the back was loud people,music, drinks,food,everything you could name.
"King? Wassuhp fam",a tall darkskin with dreads dapped Rashaud up. He looked my way and smirked. "This you?"
"She aint for you" He put his arm around my shoulder.
"I see ya" ,the dude held his hands up and laughed.
I watched as other dudes,some ive seen around,others i havent; start dapping him up .
"Look at that booty on lil shawty. Lil baby filling her jeans",i felt a slap on my ass.
Rashaud and i turned around .....only to see Zoey laughing.
"Yo you real life just almost got yo ass knocked out ",Rashaud held a mug on his face.
"Shut your ass up.she was my bitch before she was yours", Zo smirked.
"Well you must wasnt fucking her right because she stay riding my dick" ,i slapped Rashaud in the chest.✋🏾 "damn",he rubbed his chest. "Keep yo hands to yo self", he mugged.
"Where Quan",i asked ignoring Rashaud.
"Right there.i saw you so i walked away"
"Bestfrienddddd"i ran toward him.
"They fake asf",i heard Rashaud and Zoey mumble.
"Wassup wit ittt",we did a hand shake and laughed.
"Damn introduce me to yo bestfriend Q", i turned to see a darkskin dude with tatts smirk. He showed his side gold as he smiled.
"Nawww man", Quan laughed. "Nun like that.she for king"
"Shawty bad asf", the dude eyed me. I couldnt lie and say he wasnt a sexy chocolate😩🍫 but i had who i wanted,even though he get on my nerves.like quan said😂 im for him.
"Yo ima holla at you later E", quan dapped the dude up and pushed me to walk.
"Dont push me,stupid", i slapped his hand away.
"Ima tell King what yo dumb ass doing.fuck you eyeing that niggah for"
"Shut up.i wasnt eyeing him.i just simply looked"👀
"Yeah whatever.he gone simply knock yo ass out too"
"He aint gone do shii to --"
"Quit talking shit all the time",Rashaud pulled me to his lap.
He was sitting with ke'lo,kj,Zoe,a few other dudes,and now quan.They were all just sitting around smoking and laughing.
"You dont smoke shawty",one of the guys asked.
"Naww she good" i shook my head no as rashaud spoke.
"Heyy king", a light skin girl smirked.
She watched me intensely as she smiled and wink.
Turning to look at king face, i dared him to say something🤔.
He looked at me ,clearly getting the hint.
"Oh you cant speak"
"Hell naw he cant speak the fuck", everybody felt the tension.
"Bitch", she mumbled,walking away.
Trying to get up,king tightened his grip around me.
"Let me the fuck go.hoes done got too disrespectful".giving zoe a eye to eye look,i calmed down.
"Come go to the restroom with me bestfr",zoe stood and grabbed at my hands.
" hell naw man.yall aint slick.i saw that shit", quan spoke. "You sit yo ass down",he told zoe.
Rolling my eyes , i just sat there. My anger was getting the best of me and i felt my skin heating.
My leg started to shake .biting the inside of my lip,i started to pick at my nails,hoping to calm down. I just dont like being disrespected. Thats a low tolerance.

"Come here right fast",King tapped my thigh for me to get up and follow him.
He passed the blunt to Ke'lo before grabbing my hand and walking toward the front of the house.
"Man calm yo lil ass down foo.you a fucking hot head",he pulled me toward the car.
"Why every fucking time we go somewhere yo hoes gotta get disrespectful?you think im finna keep letting that shii slide?", i snatched away from him.
"Man ...you tripping",he looked away from me.
Following his eyes,i saw a group a girls standing in the yard talking.
"Damn,you must be fucking one of them too",i spoke. But instantly,something clicked in me.Why did i even put myself in this position? I shouldn't even be tripping,we not even in a relationship. "You right,im tripping.We not even together",i laughed.i was really tripping. I caught myself catching feelings knowing i shouldn't be. "Can you take me home",i questioned.
"Now you wanna go home?bro yo bipolar ass tripping.Aint nobody did shit to you yo."
Ignoring him talking, i got in the car.i dont have time for this. Here i was catching feelings for a no good ass niggah.Niggah that i knew wasnt good for me.
We argued the whole way to my house. Things were said and to end it all, i said i didnt want nothing else to do with him. All because i was getting my feelings involved when i said from the jump i wouldnt😕🤦🏾‍♀️ Silly me.