Blinded by Love

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1month later ~
Rashaud POV
I pulled up in Indy drive way and walked up to the door.Just as i was about to knock, her moma walked out the door.
"Hey Rashaud,Indy in her room",i nodded and gave her a hug.
I walked in and heared somebody singing.
"He say he the king where he come from
Takes a young queen just to know one
So baby I'm a drive it like it's stolen
I'm a fix it like it's broken
We can catch a flight out to London
Go to the mall spend a lump sum
They can try to catch up to us
But they're too busy making assumptions"
I laid across her bed and listened.
"All I do
Is stay up all night, losing sleep over you
All I do

Is drive myself crazy, thinking about my baby- what the hell", she jumped.
" when you get here"
"Not too long ago",i mumbled and took out my phone."you can sing"
" you heard me?", she questioned.
"Yeah.sing again",i pulled her on me.
"No.stopppp"she wined.
"Sing the song",she shook her head into my chest.
I laughed.
I answered my ringing phone.
~phone call~
Shaud:yo
Kelo:whats good?what you getting into niggah?
Shaud:shid nun,just chilling with India.wassuh?
Kelo:tryna see if you tryna get into some hoes tonight
Shaud:naw p ,im chilling tonight.
Kelo:niggah what??im surprised (he chuckled)but alright bet!
Shaud:iight!
~end of call~
i aint ever turned down no hoes,but tonight i just wanted to chill .I was starting to feel shawty on a whole nother level,i was just afraid to show it.Yeah it was just a fuck thing at first but something happened in between it.Im not ready to be tied down but i know she the only one thats really for me.
"Who is kiese",her phone been ringing non stop with this niggah name.
"My ex", she mumbled, hitting decline.
Not even two minutes later,he was calling again.i watched as she rolled her eyes in annoyance but she let it continue to ring.
I grabbed her phone and answered before it could stop.
~phone call ~
Kiese:damn bout time
Shaud:who is this
Kiese:niggah who tf is this?where India
Shaud:dont worry about it.why you sterdy blowing her line up,you see she aint answer p 
Kiese: man fuck what you talking bout.put India on the phone.
Shaud:naww my niggah,she good.dont call her phone nomo doe
~end call-
I hung up the phone.Indy sat at the end of the bed looking through the draw of her vanity.
"He be getting on my damn nerves", she said. " wont be satisfied til i taz that ass"
"Your lil ass always tryna taz somebody"
"So.and if you keep trying me,ima taz your ass too", she walked in the bathroom and shut the door.
I shook my head,this girl crazy.
" rashaud bring me my paris body wash"
I got off the bed and walked to her closet looking at all the different body washes,perfume,and lotions on the shelves.
She kept her hygienes up,number one priority.
"Man ion see it", i looked through all the bottles.it was alot!!Hell she could smell a different way everyday for about 2months.
" ughh you cant do nothing right",she walked in with a towel wrapped tightly around her body. I watched interestingly as she moved some bottle around and grabbed a bottle.
" paris body wash Rashaud.it wasnt that hard"
"Girl who the fuck you talking to", she be having me fucked up with her mouth.i aint these other niggas,ima handle her lil ass. "Better fix that shit before i fix it for you"
"Fix it then",i heard her say from the bathroom.
*
India POV
"Stopppp" , i wined.I was trying to order me some new bundles but Rashaud wouldnt let me
"Talk to me", every since the football game went off,he been bothering me .
"What you want to talk about Rashaud?", i moved the laptop to the night stand and gave him my attention.
"Ion know,just talk", he rolled on his back ,pulling me on top of him in a straddling position.
"Idk what to talk about" i sat there just thinking. I mean,i had questiones to ask but i didnt know how he would feel to answer them.
"What you thinking about ma?" I shook my head."Tell me", he rubbed up and down my thighs.
"What made you want to get in the game", i just wanted to know.
He looked up at me and stared for a minute. You can tell it was something he didnt get deep into. "I mean you dont have to tell me if you dont wanna", i shrugged.
" when i was 7 my pops walked out my life.he said he was coming back and i believed him. I watched my moma struggle and do everything on her own. She would work hard everyday just to make sure we had a roof over our head,food, and clothes on our back.i didnt like seeing the worry in my moma eyes. I wanted to help. I wasnt old enough to get a job ,i was only 14. On my sister birthday,i watched my moma cry because she couldnt get my sister everything she wanted.That same night,i walked out searching for ways to get money.This one dude named Cloude put me on to the game.i been hustling every since.Became my own boss at 17 ."
I saw everything in his eyes. Even though i didnt go through what he went through,i felt like i was there.
"So have you ever got back in touch with your father"
"Man Fuck that niggah .My moma my pops !", he spoke with so much pain.
I only shook my head.i didnt know what to say. I grew up with my daddy,all until the day he was kilt. Im now learning what its like to not have a father.
"You hungry", i tried changing the subject.
"Why ,what you tryna feed me ?"
"Eww stop being nasty", i hit his chest and laughed.
"Yeah but i want you to finish talking to me first"
"I am finished"
"naww ma, tell me about you"
I was caught by surprise. I didnt expect him to ask.
I thought on my next words,i wasnt good at telling people about me.
"Whats your life like", he questioned.
I hesitated before i spoke," i grew up with both of my parents. My moma working at the hospital and my daddy being a drug lord. I had a easy life to the outsiders but thats only because they didnt get the inside picture.My daddy got killed last year in a drug exchange gone wrong. Every since ,my moma changed. She work constant hours at the hospital. But hey its good right? "
"Naww ma,wrong !but it only makes you strong", he stared up at me .
"Ohwell, i really dont care.it is what it is.We cant change what happened in our life,so we just have to go with the flow" ,i shrugged.
"See,you wrong.i mean,we cant change what happened in the past but we can control what happen in the future. Dont go with the flow! Change the flow,Create your own path"
" so thats what you did?? Created your own path and it lead you to the same thing it lead everybody else to right?" I looked down in his eyes. I like Rashaud,honestly! I really do! But i didnt want to put myself in a deeper hole. I didnt want to get hurt all over again.
He just stared at me .No answer.
"Exactly what i thought", i mumbled,getting up.
I heard him mumble under his breathe before i walked out the room.

I climbed on top of the counter looking through the cabnet for something to eat. I grabbed a can of ravioli.
" ride with me right quick"
"To?", i got down from the cabnet.
"Man come on",he snatched the can out my hand and placed it on the counter.
I mugged him from behind then walked around him toward my room.
I changed into some jeans and a tank top,then put on my black studded uggs.
I grabbed my key and phone then we left.
*
"Rashaud stop i like that song"
"Man ion wanna listen to that girly shit" ,he turned the radio.
"You get my nerves", i mumbled under my breathe and looked out the window. He always being mean to me.
"Indy" i ignored him as he constantly called my name. "You ignoring me" "okay bet"
It was silent for a good 5 to 7minutes.we pulled into a parking lot to some apartments and he cut the car off.i had no clue where we were at.
"Where we at" , i questioned.
"Dont worry bout it.finish ignoring me",he said sarcastically.
"Rashaud im not getting out"
"Man come on", he got out the car .
I got out only because i didnt want to sit in the car.it wasnt no bad neighborhood but aint no telling.
I followed him up some stairs and we walked around a corner,stopping at a door.
He knocked and waited a couple of seconds before somebody soon came to the door.
A man about 5'9,mixed came to the door.
"Wassuhp Rashaud",he didnt sound black but neither did he look it.
Rashaud mugged the dude then walked in.
"Hi",i spoke then followed closely behind.
"Who at the-- Shaud about time i see yo peanut head",a brown skin girl holding a baby spoke.
"Man whatever",he chuckled,hugging her."Ky this India ,India this my sister Ky and niece Niyla" if i would have known this was his sister house,i would have stayed in the car.better yet,stayed home.Its 9 something at night,aint no good time to be tryna introduce nobody to your family.
"And Im Josh,Ky's boyfriend",the dude from the door spoke.
"And she didnt ask who you were p", i watched Rashaud mug the dude.I felt the tension between them and i didnt even know what it was.
" really?" Ky looked from Rashaud to Josh,back to Rashaud."anyways,nice to meet you boo", she gave a welcoming smile.
"Same", it was an awkward moment. Mentally rolling my eyes,my attention went to the baby.She was so gorgeous.
A low coo escaped my mouth.
"You want to hold her",she passsed the baby to me and I instantly feel inlove. This baby was above pretty.
I loved kids,they brought joy to my heart. I some day wish to have some. I feel as if long as you have a child,you dont need no one,your child will love you!
I sat on the sofa and played with the little baby. She held tightly to my finger as i talked baby talk to her.
"You so pretty ", i spoke in a baby voice. Her smile giggles brung a smile to my face.
"India How do you put up with my coon head brother,"Ky spoke.
"I dont.i let his hoes do that",i laughed.
Rashaud smaked his lips.
"Oh so yall not in a relationship", she asked .
I laughed."no,Rashaud a hoe to the streets. I refuse to let him play with my feelings.i'd been done set that boy house on fire"
"Ohhhhh i like her! She crazy",she clapped her hands.
"Man whatever",rashaud mumbled.
"Mind your business.This a convo consisting me and India"
"It really is my business,you just in it"
I laughed.
"I cant stand yo stanly manly looking ass",she bucked at him.
"You confusing me with your boyfriend", Rashaud said.
"Dont start that shit Rashaud. I dont do your girlfriends like that"
" i dont have no girlfriends for you to dislike",he mugged
"Im telling moma on you.always started shit"
I laughed at them argueing as i continued to play with the baby.
"Speaking of moma,have they met yet?"
"They'a meet when its time for them to meet". I was too into the baby to worry about their conversation.But speaking of meeting his moma.i wasnt looking foward to that.im not tryna push nothing that dont to be pushed. We arent even in a relationship,so meeting his moma wouldnt  be necessary.i wasnt even trying to meet his sister but  the way my mind ,what ever happens happens."come on Indy.i got to handle some"
I stood and passed the baby to Ky before speaking.
"Nice meeting you"
"Same to you too boo.we should hang sometime",she smiled.
"Okay.Rashaud will give you my number".
After Her and Rashaud hugged,we left.
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‼️‼️‼️‼️I been busy and going through some stuff so i barely been posting 🙄 when im stressed instead of writing , i read other people stories. But im back now.

I got some good stuff for this book 😌 i cant wait til everything jump off😂😜
But anyway i hope yall enjoy!!

Btw😐 im starting another book 'church girl'  i feel like its going to better then this book😭 but i'll let yall judge😘