Realizing something is the greatest feeling for awhile, but then i gets hard to figure how to live after. SOMEtimes you just wanna ball up and cry and other times you feel like running in the rain or playing in the snow. Other times you just need a bowl and good friends, sometimes just someone to talk to and who will listen but always you know and you live and fight the anxiety and the angst and just live couse what else are you gonna do.