Chapter 7

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*Louis' POV*

        Whats up with Zayn? During the interview he didn't say a damn thing. Was it cause I didn't say we were dating? I was nervous, but he probably understands me. He looked so cute while sleeping in the car. 

I put my head on his shoulder while I cuddled with him, but he woke up. "What the fuck are you doing?" He said. Why is he so grumpy? Harry watched us through the rear view mirror all confused. I acted like I didn't notice him. 

"Babe, calm down." I whispered. But he pulled my arms off of me.

"Why don't you go cuddle with Harry?" He said. All the boys turned their heads to me. The limo driver even seemed surprised. 

"Um, boys you guys okay?" Liam said.

"Just, leave me alone you guys." Zayn said. He is mad. But he seemed depressed as well. As he was sleeping in the car I heard a few sniffs. Oh shit, Louis what did you do? Why do you always have to hurt Zayn? I am the most horrible boyfriend on this planet.

When we arrived back at the hotel, Zayn stomped into our hotel room and went straight into our bedroom and slammed the door. I shared a room with him at the hotel, so now this is even worse. I silently opened the door, and I saw Zayn sleeping in the bed with his face straight into the pillow. I saw a bit of tear drops on the pillow. I wanted to go and comfort him, but he was mad at me. I looked at the clock and it was already 10:00pm. I changed into my pajama's and went to sleep in the bed. This sucked the most, I had to share a bed with him. I slept at the end nearly about to fall off. I wanted to go near him, but I was scared. I needed to say something, so I moved closer to him and hugged him.

"Zayn, I love you babes." I whispered into his ear. 

He woke up, and sat up and stared at me for a few seconds. His eyes were really red. As red, as the same day we had that huge fight. "If you loved me so much, why didn't you say it during the interview?" 

Thats what he was mad about. The interview. "Zayn, I wanted to bu--." 

He cut me off. "You wanted to but... your not really in love with me. Your in love with Harry." 

Larry Stylinson. He was mad about that. 

"Look, I don't care that you didn't admit our relationship. That kinda hurt me, but when you said your in love with Harry killed me." Zayn said as he walked out the bedroom door. "I thought you changed, Louis Tomlinson. But, you broke my heart again."

I sat here in the bed in horror. "But, you broke my heart again." I said to myself. "Yes, I did Zayn. I did." I whispered under my voice. I have a feeling he was going to Liam. He's going to tell Liam EVERYTHING that happened and than another huge fight is coming. Why does Zayn have to get sensative over everything? He never lets me talk. LOUIS SHUT UP. Your the one who caused this Louis, you need to realize that your in love with Zayn, not Harry. 

I creeped down the hall to listen to Liam and Zayn inside Liam's room. I looked through the crack of the door and I saw Liam cuddling Zayn as Zayn cried his eyes out. "Liam, I thought he didn't like Harry. He promised me. Its better off letting him go with Harry instead of hurting myself so much."

I turned back to walk back to my room. I really hurt him this time. Why does he think I like Harry so much? Maybe I made it seem like I did, but I didn't. I ran into Liam's room. "Zayn. I fucking love you. Only you. Not Harry. Just you." I said. I needed to let him know I loved him.

Liam sat on the bed surprised. He was about to walk out of the room, when Zayn held his arm to not let him leave. "If you love me, why didn't you say it?" he said. 

Liam started to talk, "You guys, I th--." 

"Liam, shut the fuck up, you prick! Why do you need to be involved with damn everything?" I said. It was true, everything that happened Liam had to be get inbetween it annoyed me. "Can you leave?" I yelled again.

Liam got up and started walking out the door. He went into Niall's room. I saw Niall in his door, scared and nervous. Liam told him to go back to sleep. I closed the door to the room and sat down beside Zayn.

"I'm so fucking frustrated and confused Louis." Zayn said quietly.

"Zayn, I don't love Harry." I said.

"You keep saying that. You said you didn't like Harry and than you kissed him. We were going to announce our dating and than you say you love Harry. I don't get it. Why can't you just tell me?" Zayn said. He wasn't as angry, but more sad and depressed. 

I held his hand, "Zayn, no matter how many times I say I love Harry and hang out with you doesn't make a difference. I don't have the same relationship with Harry as I do with you." 

"Yes, you don't. Cause you--." He started to talk but I cut him off.

"When, I'm with you I feel comfortable and happy. You make me who I am. Harry is my best mate. But you, you are my best boyfriend. I would pick you than Harry for a boyfriend. I was nervous for the interview and I didn't want to say it. I wanted to wait a while. And the 'Larry Stylinson was a cover so than people wouldn't figure out we were dating I just want you to kn--." I was cut off by a kiss.

"I love you Louis William Tomlinson." He said. "I was nervous too. Sorry for overreacting, I shouldn't have acted like a prick." 

"Its not your fault. Its mine. I'm the one who keeps breaking your heart." I said.

"Louis, lets just say it wasn't any of our faults. Okay babe?" He said. We were back. Again. 

"I think I should go apologize to Liam." I said. "I was an ass." 

That night, I fell asleep into Zayn's arms. Everything was normal again. I heard Harry knocking on our bedroom door and I got up to get it. He dragged me into the hall.

"So, did you tell him?" He whispered. 

"Tell him what?" I said.

"About us, you know. Dating." He said. My eyes almost popped out of my head.

"WHAT? We're not dating! What ever gave you that idea?" I bursted out.

"But, the kiss... and the interview.... I thought we were together..." He stammered. 

 "Are you crazy? I just kissed you cause... I was, umm. I just did because I felt like it was the perfect moment. It was kinda just a 'I forgive you'. And the in the interview I was suppose to announce me and Zayn's dating but I was to scared to so, I said Larry Stylinson as a cover." I said.

"Oh. I thought that we just-- oh nevermind than." He said. 

"Harry, did you want to date me?" I said.

"Well, I guess. I just thought you were going to break up with Zayn and be with me. The kiss and the interview had me convinced. I guess I was wrong." Harry said. Wait, did Harry want to date me? We're only best mates, but did he love me? I didn't want to break his heart.

"Harry, your my best mate. I could never go out with you. I love you as a friend, but my true love is Zayn. I'm sorry mate, I don't wanna hurt you." I said.

"Oh. Its okay Lou. I was confused anyway. And I still got the hots for Caroline." He said. That was my Harry! 

"Aww, Harry! But, I thought you were over that oldie." I chuckled.

"But, she is a mother fuckin' hottie." He smirked. I loved this Harry.

"Whatever you say... I'm going back to bed mate. See ya tomorrow morning. We're going to a photoshoot." I said as I walked back into the room. Zayn was still sleeping like a angel. I went to cuddle beside him and wrapped him in my arms. 

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