Finding our way/ Yoully oneshots

Here she is

This whole story will be in Yousef's POV. Just a heads up if you get confused

I sat next to her hospital bed and watched the slow rise and fall of her chest. She looked peaceful and lifeless. I hated to see her this way. Her fans are wondering where she is. I wanna tell them but I'm afraid they'll be too upset. I leaned back in the chair and just looked up at the ceiling. I was lost in my thoughts. I heard a knock on the door and looked up. It was one of Lilly's nurses. "Hello Mr. Erakat, how are you?" She asked sweetly. "I'm fine, and you?" I wanted to be pleasant but my real interest is Lilly. "I'm great thanks for asking." She said smiling "Well how is my girlfriend doing?" I asked. "Umm she's not in the best state, she still can't breathe on her own, her arteries don't look to hot, but her capillaries are looking way better. Also she's gonna need to stay here until she can breathe on her own and not flatline a lot." I couldn't believe all that she said. "How long exactly?" I needed and exact number. "In all honesty I'd say 4 weeks." FOUR WEEKS. "Okay" Okay is the only thing I can say at this point. She walked out of the room and I went back to staring at Lilly. I started to think about all the times we shared together. The little memories I made of her in my head. I remembered the time I told a said a cheesy compliment and she rolled her head back in laughter. I remember taking her out for the first time and how gorgeous she looked. I remember her smile. Damn her smile. I remembered everything. I just wish we could do them all now. My phone stared buzzing like crazy with notifications. I opened it to see all of Team Super going crazy and asking where Lilly is. It broke my heart that they were worried for her. I decided I should tell them where she is. I left the room hesitantly. I drove to her apartment and opened up the door. I immediately got hit with a wave of horrible memories. I walked in and saw the little dried up stains of blood on the floor. I got teary at the sight of them. I went to her office and found her vlogging camera. I saw it on her desk and picked it up. I sat down on her chair and thought about what I was going to say. I opened up the camera and started recording. "Hey Team Super, so a lot of you have been wondering where Lilly has been and blowing me up asking and I'm here to fill you in on what's happening." I paused for a minute to collect myself because I knew I would cry a little just from talking. "So lets start from the beginning. As you know when Lilly was in Toronto she wasn't feeling very well. This was because she ate something there and it gave her food poisoning. She was getting pains from this in her chest, sides, and stomach. A week later I told her to go to the doctor and ask them what's wrong instead of her sitting at her computer working and ignoring the obvious pain she's in. When she did they told her she got food poisoning and gave her some medicine for it to stop. It worked for a week but it didn't last as long as it should have." I stopped again to breathe in and wipe the tears that were building up in my eyes. I didn't want the to fall. I let out a shaky sigh and spoke again "On Tuesday she got worse pains and her chest started to hurt her more than it should have. She coughed a lot and it just made her feel worse. She took another pill again and waited. It seemed that it worked so she went back to working. Later on I wanted to be annoying to her so I distracted her. We ran around her kitchen and living room a little until she jumped on my back." I smiled a little at that moment we had. "When we got back up we sat down and talked before she wanted to get back to work. She started coughing really hard and I asked her if she was okay and she just said yeah holding her chest really tightly. I went to get her some water hoping that would help her. She drank it and asked for me to get her medicine. When I walked away she dropped the glass and it shattered everywhere. I looked at her and she was pale and blank faced. I-I- I just stood there looking at her hoping she was okay, but she just stood there looking soulless." I was getting nervous to tell her them what happened next but I knew I had to tell them or things would get worse without them knowing. "Ummm..... I walked to her and she just blinked really fast at me. Then she collapsed to the floor holding her chest. She was sucking in air really hard trying to breathe. I looked at her eyes filling with tears. I reached for my phone and called 911 and said it looked like a heart attack they were coming and the lady told me to keep her breathing. I told Lilly to slow down her air but she just couldn't. I put my hand on her chest and her heart beat wasn't there anymore. She started coughing really hard and blood came out." I let my tears fall. "When we got to the hospital the doctors did immediate surgery on her and when they were done they told me what happened. When she was sick some of her stomach acids burned through her stomach a bit and it burned her arteries and capillaries. The medicine only slowed down her arteries from bursting. When they did she collapsed and couldn't breathe. She flatlined a lot during surgery and they put her in a medical induced coma. I just wanted you guys to know what's happening instead of keeping you in the dark." I was crying from just reliving the story. I did her outro to the of my abilities and I turned off the camera and took it with me to the hospital. As I drove I turned on some music to help clear my mind. It helped a little but not a lot. When I got to the hospital I headed to Lils room. She wasn't in there and I panicked. I ran to the front desk and asked where she was. "Ummm Lilly Singh is in the intensive care room." My heart dropped. I knew I shouldn't have left her. "Why?" I tried to stay as calm as I could. "She flatlined in her room so they rushed to the room to drain the blood from her lungs so she can breathe." I still felt like crap for leaving her. "When am I able to visit her?" I asked "You can visit her again in an hour." I thanked the woman and sat down in a corner with my head in my hands. I at this point could only think of her. How she was feeling. How she couldn't move. How she couldn't breathe. How was she lost. I sat there lost in my thoughts. I decided to leave again to eat and upload her vlog. I got back to her apartment and turned on my laptop and got started. I plugged in her SD card and started editing. Just watching her little segments made me smile. Than it came to my part. I didn't edit it I just left it alone. I uploaded it to her channel and waited. I decided I should eat since I haven't for a couple days. After I ate I went to YouTube and clicked on the comments a lot of people were sad and many wanted to know when she'd be back. I opened up my twitter and tweeted them saying 'Guys she'll be back in 4 weeks, hopefully she'll be awake by then. Don't cry please only pray' I closed my twitter and went into YouTube. I watched a couple Lilly's vlogs and videos and it made me smile. But it did make me miss her a lot more. I stopped watching them and just a sat in silence. I pulled out my phone and opened twitter again. All of Team Super were devastated. All of them wished her good luck and me as well. God I love them. As I was scrolling I saw a video and watched it. It was a video filled with Lilly's pictures and mine. A couple of them were us together and the rest were videos of us together. It broke my heart into so many pieces watching it. I cried the whole way through. I retweeted it and opened up my photos. I looked at the album I made just for our pictures. Damn I miss her. I watched some of the videos I had of her and I. I clicked on one and it brought back such a great memory. It was a video of Lilly baking and dancing around to the music playing. She was acting like a goofball but it was to cute. "Come dance with me" her voice rang through my ears like a soft melody and it felt so good to hear her voice. I turned of my phone and drove back to the hospital. She was in her room when I got there. She had a tube I her mouth and it was red. I figured it was to clear out the left over blood. I sat next to her and held her hand. The sound of the machines beeping filled the room. It wasn't peaceful but it was better than pure silence. I fell asleep in the chair and woke up an hour later. The tube was gone and she just had a mask on. I took a quick picture of her and tweeted it saying 'Here she is'. And there she laid.

Gahhhhhhh I again know it isn't the baby one but I wanted to upload a part two for 'You Can't leave me' I promise I'll upload it as soon as I can. But hopefully you liked this. I don't think it was my best but I wanted to leave it on a better note. Comment below what you thought byyyyeeeee.