Property of the Saviour himself

Chapter 16

You awoke, your alarm beeping louder than ever, the sun burning through your window. You opened your eyes and groaned. You turned to your bed side table and noticed a crumbled up note on it.
'Meet me in my room after you get dressed- Negan '.
You were still annoyed at what you over heard yesterday, you didn't know if it was at Negan breaking his word or your group for being morons. You rolled over and got up. You threw on your skinny dark denim jeans, a grey tank top and your leather jacket. You pulled on your black boots and laced them up before washing your face and teeth. You stood in front of the mirror and lifted up your top checking your scar. It was fading slowly but not much. You picked up your machete and headed to Negans room. You knocked and Negans bright face welcomed you in. "Why hello doll." Negan smirked.
"You wanted to see me?" You sat down on the bed swinging your legs.
"Dwight wants me to kill someone from your lovely group. The fuckin trouble is I gave you my fuckin word and I keep it. I have to get one of my men to kill someone. If it's not fuckin me it has to be one of them." Negan smiled.
"You can't do this!" You attempted to plead.
"Baby girl, I have to do this shit, someone has to fuckin die" Negan held your face. "God. It's fuckin hard to go against you." Negan looked down and back up before smirking. "I'll kill the fuckin stupid one" Negan chuckled thinking his funny.
"If you must then do it. I can't stop you." You sighed in weakness.
"That's my fuckin girl." Negan held your chin. "I'm sorry that this has to happen baby doll, I see this is hard on you but if I fuckin give in to you it shows weakness." Negan justified.
"I understand, just not Pete and Kate they're expecting twins." You added.
"As you fuckin wish darlin" Negan reaches his arm out to you and you placed your shoulder under his lean arm.

You both arrived at the court yard and the awaiting trucks were starting up. Negan led you to the RV and opened the door for you. You waddled over to your seat and Negan sat in the drivers seat. You turned and smiled to him. "I sit here so often it should be marked as my seat" you chuckled.
"Hell fuckin yeah darlin, that's your seat." Negan chuckled back. The engine roared and turned off. Negan twisted the keys constantly and began losing his temper. "WHAT A PIECE OF SHIT." you giggled at him getting so annoyed. "FUCKIN START.. Thank fuck" the engine finally turned on and Negan drove away behind his men. Dozing off in thought Negan grabbed your knee. "You ok there doll?" Negan looked at you with soft eyes.
"I'm fine" you smiled. "I just feel pretty upset about someone from my old group dying." You looked away.
"Darlin, I'm fuckin sorry. Rules are rules." Negan wasn't the best at comforting but he Atleast tried with you. You sat in silence for the rest of the journey. You finally arrived at your old home. The gates were closed. The little cabins of houses weren't much but they kept you safe. "A lil- blast to the past" Negan chuckled at you. You smiled back. You were in no mood to laugh. Negan held your chin. "Hey cheer up baby" he smiled. Negan stood up and grabbed Lucille you could tell he was holding back a death comment. "Show me around darlin." Negan smirked. You stood up.
"Sure. It's not much." You walked out the RV and saw your old group. You were overwhelmed. You saw your best friend Kate. She was glowing. You ran up, a tear running down your cheek. "KATE!" You yelled. Kate's face began crying in joy. You hugged her tightly and rubbed her pregnant belly. "You're glowing, are they ok? The twins? Where's Pete?" You were excited to see Kate again.
"Theyre fine" Kate smiled gently rubbing her belly. You looked at her and noticed something was wrong.
"Where's Pete?" You softly asked. Negan strolled up behind you. Kate smiled at Negan.
"Hi, you're Kate right? I'm Negan, (y/n) is a pretty hot chick don't ya think? She's my favourite fuckin wife" Negan smirked. You were still looking at Kate before she turned to you.
"Where is Pete?" You repeated softly. Kate shook her head tears whelmed up.
"He didn't come back from the run for supplies." Kate covered her face. Your heart stopped. You felt your stomach turn and begin to ache. A lump in your throat made it hard to breathe. You fell down holding your heart. You began to cry deeply. Kate joined you hugging you. You and Pete have know eachother years, he was Kate's long term husband. All three of you went school together. You were all so close. You could have only imagined the pain Kate felt. Pete the love of her life, the father of her two twins. Gone. You hugged Kate and rocked her slowly. Negan finally picked you up and hugged you rubbing your hair. "Shit darlin, I'm sorry." He whispered in your ear softly. He turned to Kate. " I'm sorry for your loss doll." He gave a comforting smile. You stopped hugging him and turned back to Kate.
"I'm so sorry." You turned to Kate.
"It's ok, it's been hard. It still is hard but were pulling through." Kate smiled wiping away her tears. Kate walked away to sit down. You looked at Negan.
"Thanks, you know for being nice." You smiled with red eyes.
"Darlin, I fuckin respect you. I may be an asshole but shit I'm not gonna destroy everything you built. Baby I'm fuckin proud of you." Negan took your shoulder and shook it in proudness.
"So back to the tour?" You tried to ignore the pain in your heart.
"Are you fuckin sure darlin? You just found out your friend died." Negan leaned back.
"I'm sure, I can't sit around and cry all day can I?" You smiled.

You approached your old house and entered. "So this is my old cabin thing. As you can see there's photos I saved from my childhood home when I revisited. My bed and little bathroom.". You stood in the middle watching Negan look around. You both smiled at eachother before a gun shot was fired. Your smiles faded and you hurried over to the sound. You looked at Dwight holding the gun. You looked on the floor at your old group member Jake. You looked at Dwight. Dwight looked at you. "what the fuck happened Dwight." You clenched your fist.
"(Y/N) we had to kill someone and well this guy pissed me off talking about how he will kill Negan to get you back. " Dwight lowered the gun. You looked at Negan.
"Dwighty boy. You did as told at the wrong fuckin time. Atleast that's fuckin over." Negan smirked.
"You're gonna let him get away with this?" Your anger became shown.
"Darlin someone had to fuckin die you even said yourself you can't stop me. Dwight here just got it over and fuckin done with." Negans face became serious to your anger. You looked down at now the dead Jake on the floor.
"You're a fucking asshole Negan." You shot at Negan.
"Darlin, you need to fuckin calm down. MEN LETS MOVE OUT WERE FUCKIN DONE HERE. Come on doll!" Negans tone became more annoyed by the second. You stood there watching Negan walk and finally slowly followed taking in the moment. You got in the RV and sat in your seat ignoring Negan. As you pulled away you realised the pain you caused your people.