Property of the Saviour himself

Chapter 22

You woke up the next day in Negans bed. How did you get here? Negan entered the room moments later seeing you laying there in confusion. "Ahh good morning doll." Negans smirk came across his face. You smiled at the sight of him. "How did I get in here?" You asked confused.
"You was making a scene in your sleep. You were yelling out for help and screaming. I thought you was being fuckin attacked. So I brought you in here." Negan sat next to you and rubbed your head. "Are you fuckin ok doll?" Negans sympathetic tone echoed in your ears while you tried to remember last night. "Yeah I'm fine. I just don't really remember last night." You sat up as Negan sat beside you.
"Doll, let's go on a run. You've been fuckin stuck in here since that shit happened let's get you up and out." Negan smiled.
"Sure. I mean I guess that would be the best way to get me back out there." You looked up as Negan held you leg softly. "Don't worry doll, I will take good fuckin care of you." Negan smiled trying to reassure you. Negan sat down on the couch cleaning Lucille leaving you in bed.

You got up out of bed and took a shower in Negans room. His shower was bigger and warmer than your one. After turning off the water you heard a knock on the door. "Negan? Are you in there?" It was one of the wives. You heard the door open and you listened against the door. "Frankie, what a fuckin surprise." You heard Negan close the door. "Me and the wives were talking. We have a problem with (y/n)." Frankies voice was shaky which showed you the other wives made her confront Negan about this. "What is the fuckin problem with (y/n)?" Negans voice became serious.
"Ever since she got here it's like you forgot about the rest of us. You never ask us to come visit you or even sleep with you." Negan cut Frankie off.
"Is that how all of you wives fuckin feel? Like I fuckin forgot about you?" Negans voice went back to his normal tone.
"Yeah." Frankie answered.
"Well I'll have a fuckin long hard think about what I should fuckin do about this little problem." Negan stood up.
"Get rid of (y/n). That's what we want." Frankie bluntly answered.
"Oh no, that is a no no. (Y\N) stays. You girls need to fuckin realise I am only one man with one fuckin dick I need to spend my time wisely. Now get out before you piss me off." Negan sat back down and you heard Frankie leave. You left the bathroom making Negan look up. "Darlin did you hear that shit?" Negan rubbed his beard you could see the frustration in his eyes.
"Yeah, I did. I don't get what the fuckin problem with me is I've never spoken to them." You felt rage boil with in. The wives really know how to get under your skin. You hate women like them. "You're not fuckin going anywhere. I fuckin like you the most darlin. Those women are boring as fuck. They all just sit there and paint their fuckin nails. But you. You are something else. You go on runs, you led a group, you can fuckin use weapons." Negan came up to you and held you. "You've got me wrapped around your finger darlin. That's never fuckin happened for a long time." Negan smirked. You kissed him and smiled. "I feel the same." You kissed him again.

You started to get ready while Negan was smirking to himself watching you drop your towel. "Like what you see?" You winked at Negan. Negan smirked and nodded while rubbing his beard. "Fuck yeah." You could see his dark eyes taking in every inch of you. "Too bad we're going on a run today." You said whilst getting changed. Negan stood up. "I know why the fuckin wives don't like you, it's because you're the hottest one of them all." Negan smirked. You smiled while pulling on your boots.
"Ain't my fault." You chuckled. Once you was ready you and Negan headed down to breakfast and of course Negan could get you to the front of the line quicker which was a plus. As you walked in everyone kneeled down and people moved out the line for you two. You and Negan got your food and sat down. Alone on the table. You noticed Negan was constantly looking at you with his soft eyes during your meal. Just looking into Negans eyes made you forget everything that happened. All your pain just started to fade. You loved him but you could never tell him. It could never be the way you wanted it to be.

After breakfast you and Negan got ready for the run. It felt good for things to go back to normal. After the visit to Alexandria and now this you felt like you was ready to move on from what had happened, even though it killed you inside you were ready to move on with your life. Arat came running over to you. "(Y/N)!" She seemed excited.
"Hey, what's got you all excited?" You chuckled.
"Negan is in a good mood and I think I know why." Arat smiled.
"Why is he in a good mood then?" You raised your brow playfully.
"I think his in love with you!"
"That's insane, Negan doesn't do love. Multiple wives and sex, yes but love? No." You replied.
"I was thinking about it. Ever since you came here, he spent all his time with you. At first I thought it was to get to know you. Then he carried on over these months. (Y/N) he loves you."
"Until he tells me himself I won't believe it." You didn't know how to react. Arat was always serious and when it came to this she was like a small school girl finding out her best friends crush is going to ask her friend out. It was impossible right? Negan doesn't love anyone but himself.

You got in the RV ready to go on a run. It was just you and Negan. "Are you fuckin ready (y/n)?" Negan turned to you.
"Yeah." You smiled. You couldn't get what Arat said out of your head. Is that why he got annoyed at Frankie? No he was probably annoyed because of her constantly bitching to him.
"(Y/N)? Darlin?" You shook your head from your thoughts.
"Huh?" You replied.
"I asked you if you're ok. You seem alittle fuckin quiet." Negan chuckled.
"Sorry I got lost in my thoughts. I'm fine." You smiled. You felt the RV come to a stop.
"We're here darlin."