just another teenage love story

Ten

(A/N ok so this is nialls POV idk if I'll like it or you'll like it so pretty please comment love you my koalas 🐨)

~nialls POV~

I was so nervous. I didn't know what to say when Ellie got here. God what is this girl doing to me.

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" Ellie we both know this can't just stop" I said softly. It's true I can't stop this every time I see her I just want to kiss her and tell her how much I love he- WHAT?!? I mean yea I have feelings for her but love? Did I really just think that? "Who says it has to?" Those words made me freeze. She's right. There's no one stopping us. But my reputation. My 'hate' for her. What with the pops say or the prosthetics?? I didn't know what else to say but...."Ellie......kiss me". I looked into those gorgeous blue eyes of hers looking for something. I cupped her face connecting out lips, softly. She didn't pull away. No she kissed me back. I didn't want to stop. I couldn't stop. "Come upstairs" I spoke as I rested me forehead against hers. She just nodded. Ellie's so shy even around me.

Once we were in my room I shut the door, don't want Greg seeing her here. As soon as the door was shut I needed more. I pushed her back to the door kissing her a bit more roughly than before. She tensed lightly as my hands traveled down to her bum. So innocent. I gave her a light squeeze and she jumped wrapping her legs around my waist. I slipped my tongue into her mouth as I placed her on my bed hovering above her beautiful silhouette. I broke the kiss looking into her eyes once more looking for acceptance. Nothing. I didn't want to go to far and scare her away. Normally if there were a girl under me on my bed I wouldn't hesitate but she's so so innocent I can't scare her away.

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A buzzing noise interrupted our make out session and she pulled out her phone.

(Ellie's POV)

I reached for my phone pulling it out of my pocket.

Uncle rick: where the fuck are you bitch

I couldn't reply I froze in fear. He's home. He knows I'm gone. Another text interrupted my paranoia.

Uncle rick: if you're not home in one minute you're DEAD!

"N-Niall I I have to go s-sorry" I didn't give him am explanation instead I grabbed my board and quickly rode home. He's mad. He's mad. He's mad. Those two words ran through my head then another thought came. He's going to kill me. He's mad and he's going to kill me. No he wouldn't I'm his niece. But he would beat his niece til she is lying on the floor barely able to move. He's mad and he's going to kill me. I raised a shaking hand to the front door. Slowly I creaked the door open but not seeing uncle rick anywhere. "ELLIE" his voice boomed through the house. "GET YOUR ASS UP HERE NOW BITCH" tears spilled through my eyes with each step I took. He grew impatient. Soon he was at the top step. I felt my wrist being yanked and I was on the second floor my head colliding with the ground. He was drunk. But he knew exactly what he was doing.

"Naughty naughty running off like that" he spoke softly and evilly. Normally I can tell he's mad because he speaks a certain way but I've never heard this tone from him. Or anyone. He's mad and he's going to kill me. The thoughts still ran through my head making it hurt even more. He grew angry at my silence. His fist connecting with my jaw I declared that. He never hit me where someone could see. He's mad and he's going to kill me. I tried to explain but when I opened my mouth nothing came out. It's as if my vocal cords disintegrated. I had lost my voice due to fear. He grew angrier kicking my ribs. A scream filled my ears. But as quickly as my voice came it's as gone again. The wind was nocked out of me as he kicked my torso with more force.

My hair was gripped harshly and I was spun so my back faced him. I felt his large foot collide with my back shoving me to the ground. My nose was bloody but not broken. I wanted to scream in pain but it came out a pathetic little puff of air. I wanted to cry but no tears flowed down my cheeks. It was like my body was giving up on me. My phone buzzed and I knew it was niall only the two of them ever texted me. Uncle rick grabbed it before I could. "Who's niall Ellie?!" His voice was a loud whisper and it only gave me more fear. I was speechless. This made him angry. Next thing I know my phone is shattered against the far wall. He's mad and he's going to kill me. He's mad an- once again another blow to my ribs interrupted my thoughts. "You're whoring around with some boy huh?" I wanted to say no but I couldn't. Nothing was going to magically happen and make him stop. He's mad and he's going to kill me

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Monday. And my alarms going off. I woke up? I'm still alive? I don't remember anything after he spoke. I moved around getting out if bed. My body screamed for me to stop with every little fidget I made. I turned the shower to its hottest setting letting the steam fill the bathroom. I grabbed my blade running it through my skin. I deserve it I'm a worthless piece if shit. I counted out 20 before stepping into the hot water. My body was screaming at me. My fresh cuts burning. I couldn't stand much longer so I sat down in the tub pulling my legs to my bare chest. I stayed like that until the hit water turned ice cold.

I got out looking at the time. Shit I'm late. I dont have it in me to go to school. I can't. I put on clothes and crawled back into bed.