Hey guys, it's Maddy here. So, this book was inspired by Finnity4697 and I hope that she's okay with me taking this idea from her, so here goes.
Have you guys ever had fake friends? I have fake friends that don't really give a damn about me. All they seem to do is just stand there and nod, not really listening to what I'm saying. I told them something super personal about me, and they didn't say a fricking word. Not a FRICKING word. I asked them what they thought and they said, 'It's okay," then just, ignored I had ever said it. I try to look out for them, like any friend would, but they just seem to copy everything I do. I like to wear a choker, she buys on the next day. I go to the mall and buy fake nails, they buy some too, and wear them as soon as they possibly can! I'm just so done with them always being mad when I ask them if they even acknowledge that I'm TALKING to them, they get mad and blame it on me. They ask why I don't hang out with anybody, I say, "cause I'm always busy," but really, I just sit and watch my favourite tv show all day, only stop watching cause my parents want me to go to bed. I try so hard not to be so Anti-social, by hanging out with them, but I always wish that I had never gone over, and that it was only best that I stay home. I realize now that I shouldn't try this hard to make those DIRT bags think I'm like them, always hanging out, always happy, always looking my best, even if the clothes are uncomfortable. But, the real me isn't always happy, not always hanging out with people, and I would rather be comfortable in sweats than being in uncomfortable skinny jeans for the day.
They haven't realized how much I've been going though, or how much I'm keeping inside, but it's okay, because I don't think that they deserve to know me like that. Few people do, and even if they do deserve that, it's hard for me to say it at all.
Okay well that's it for the first rant, I don't know if this is good or not, but let me know if you enjoy it. Thanks Kylee for the idea, not trying to copy you!
Bye for now,
~Maddy
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Life Rants
Non-FictionCredits to my friend for this book idea, you know who you are. . . This book is all my rants on random subjects that come up in my life. Enjoy!
