Lalisa [DISCONTINUED]

Entry Number One

I was asked about the most painful thing i have seen today. It was a random note on a magazine that i was keeping myself busy with.

I tried to flip the page and not to pay it any mind. But my thoughts were already elsewhere.

Suddenly i remembered that tender look on your face as you watch her speak and react to everything she says.

Okay, maybe that really did hurt.

Because you were looking at her ever so lovingly and silently smiling to yourself everytime she does something that amuses you.

Weren't those smiles once reserved for me?

I wanted to get mad, i wanted to take you back. But instead i can only regret. After all, i was the one who wasted all my chances.