Finding Her

Chapter 8

ill tell you when to play the song

wolf's pov 

they locked me in the basement. So i might as well look around i started looking around and found the knives i was looking and there was this knife that caught my eye. When i saw the knife i froze it brought back so many unwanted memories          Flash back.......(play song now)

My mom and dad were in the kitchen when i was cleaning the living room i accidentally dropped and broke a vase my mom yelled "what the hell did you do wolf" after she said that dad came into the living room and saw what i broke then dad yelled "you broke the vase your grandma gave us before she died" i looked at the vase and saw it was the vase she gave us. "Go change into some shorts and a muscle shirt your getting punished" dad yelled i ran upstairs and changed and ran back down stairs my dad told me to kneel on the silver  plat form so i did i held in my screams and cries knowing it won't make a difference if i did. "why did you break the vase wolf?" my mom asked "i didn't break it on purpose i swear i was trying to clean when i almost fell but instead i dropped the vase i'm so sorry mom and dad" i said berly above a whisper my mom and dad looked mad so i bowed my head my mom went upstairs and my didn't look back my dad told me he'll be back and for me to stay put. When he came back  i smelled wolfsbane and saw him with a knife "i'm going to enjoy this" he said evily but i knew better then to make a sound i watched as he slowly brought the knife to my arm he started to cut my arms making me scream out with pain he went behind me cutting my back and i was trying to hold in my screams of pain, this went on for hours he turned and left when he got bored and i was still kneeling on the silver "you can move now clean this mess then go to bed you have school tomorrow" he said while he was going up the stairs. I got off the silver plat form and did what i was told i went to bed, in pain. I woke up the next day and did my normal rueteen and went to school i did my usual chores my came home mad and decided to punish me like yesterday but today was even worse and longer he told me to stay on the silver plat form all night i passed put from the pain  when i woke up i was still on the silver my entire  legs and chest were burned "you may move but stay home today" my dad said and i moved i went upstairs and looked in the mirror my entire back was scared i took a bath to help take some of the pain away. So when i got out my entire back,legs and chest were scared........      Flash back end.......         When i remembered were i was, i was on the floor crying and screaming with my head buried in my legs a hand touched my back and i flinched and jumped up i saw the guys and rose in front of me looking at me worried and that's when i knew i was screaming LOUD. I  was trying to stop my crying and slow my breathing and heart down but i couldn't "wolf are you ok we heard you screaming and when we came down here you were crying and curled up in a ball are you ok?" rose asked i wanted to be mad at her but i couldn't because she looked generally concerned about me "i k-know that r-right n-now i'm su-supposed to be m-mad at you b-but i really n-need my best-best friend right now" i said between sobs and she nodded and hugged me and when she hugged me i broke down we were hugging till i calmed down. "do you wanna tell me why you are crying cuz unless it's really bad so do you wanna tell me?" rose asked looking at me "they have the exact knife he  used they have the one knife i hate" i said almost breaking down again but i didn't "rose please i need to leave this room it brought back so many unwanted memories" i said with pleading eyes because i didn't want anymore memories to pop up "ok i can take you up stairs wolf i know how you feel so come on" rose said "thank you" i said happy she is getting me out of hear "wait,what rose you can't do that she has to stay down here" Nathan said looking at rose "hey little wolf why were you crying?" Nick said/asked "please Nick i din't want to talk about it" i said in a low voice "how come you don't want to talk about it little  wolf?" Samuel asked i didn't answer so Greg yelled "don't ignore us little wikf do you understand me" i flinched and before i could stop myself i said "yes dad please don't punish me i didn't do anything wrong today" i said with teary eyes then covered my mouth when i realized what i said i looked at rose for help and she understood what i meant "guys leave her alone she don't want to talk about it so stop asking her questions" rose yelled the guys looked shocked and were staring at me because of what i said rose lead me up stairs so i won't have to be around them. Why me? all i ever wanted was a normal childhood but nope just....why me? i thought