rainy after noon dark sad clouds thundering over above me. he won't stop till I'm dead or he kills me himself slowly or I kill my self witch I won't do. he was my warden my keeper. he would not let me be myself I was his prisoner his punching bag h...
When I was finally got done with the cover songs Charlie wanted us to play, I walked over to the bar and ordered a rum and coke. It was almost time for the club to open. So RJ and the guys and I went over to mika mitas Asian buffet. We got our food and I walked over to my hotel room and gotten dressed a black t shirt and dark blue skinny jeans and my vans.
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When I got back the guys were already on stage ready to go. Then I here Rj started to sing Tiny dancer. Then I see Charlie up stairs in the v.I.p. section with a bunch of people. I walked over to him and said "who's your new friends Charlie." He was with a blonde guy named John and a guy name Eric from rock records.
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That night was the start of my new life. From all the troubles I have faced I wanted to be happy, and maybe now I can start being happy. The night went great I had a few laughs even rj got him a few new numbers. I just felt free. When I got home to my room Charlie had gotten my hormone shots today. Ill be changing soon. I lost so much weight for me to change to be the real me. I took my shower and did my first shot . It's 7 am and my next shot will be at 7 p.m. rock records know my situation so they made a promise to keep my real self a secret. Every one was now starting to call me Sebastian raven black as a he. But everyone will call me raven or sebby or bash. The old me has lived her life now I'm starting to be reborn into my real self. Now I can finally live.... happy and free.
