10 Years And Counting

The goodbye

Soooooo my lovely people this chapter is going to be sad and maybe even make you cry this includes one of my true life tragedies but I feel it will fit this chapter well, I'm  so sorry for not staying on top of the story but I have had a long month with moving and everything so I guess that this chapter will really work well

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         I spent most of that night crying, sobbing into my pillow, knowing that in but a few days everything I had ever known would be gone, little did I know that that would lead to some of the greatest moments and memories in my life. And then I fell asleep.

      There was a knock at my door, I woke with a start felling my head ace with the sudden movement of sitting up to fast, I thought I imagined it that there was no knock and I was just about to go back to sleep when the knock sounded at my door again this time the person who knocked opened it slightly peeping in, it was my dad

      "Hey there sunshine, he said opening the door fully and walking in and over to my bed sitting on the edge. "look you know that moving isn't my choice I don't want to move either" he paused looking down "but, he continued I brought a peace offering, he said bringing one of the most beautiful thickest most amazing looking chocolate milkshakes ever into my view, and even though it might have been ten in the morning(and hotter than hell out side) I took it gratefully and drank half the glass first shot, loving the feeling as it ran down my throat, the cold, icy liquid helping to wake me up. 

    "Ok, well now that you've woken up"...he paused for drama. "Get ready for school" and in a quieter voice he said "I know that it sucks to have to move so I let you sleep late and I'll drop you off at school, just don't tell your mom she left for work early today." 

      I snickered at this "ok thank you I said getting up off the bed and hugging him in the process, now get out so I can change"

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     " They can't make you move!" my friend Marina screamed in my ear as I got my stuff for next period.

     " Unfortunately they can, I'm a minor and they are my "legal guardians" or some shit I said rolling my eyes

      This is such B.S. she screamed catching a glare from a older teacher passing through the hallway lets go it's last period, and we rushed off to the next period our last time together for as long as I knew forever....and I was right.

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       I packed the last of my stuff into my bag heading out the door marina already having left 5 minutes ago.

 I stepped into my moms car, us driving back in silence the tell tale sign she was pissed more than ever.

~20 minutes later

The  sun was setting and I just decided to sleepI shut out the light and the world with it as well closing my eyes and drifting into to sleep

 I opened my eyes quickly, the screaching of tires filling my ears, the crash my vision them dieing on contact him dieing on the way to the emergancy room my last words to him "I hate you leave!"He was everything and on that one day  his birthday that one crash he was nothing, he was gone I lost the love of my life to a car crash. I felt the tears, hot streaming down my cheeks and even before I woke up I new I was crying, he was gone and those were my last words to him.