How is it that shit changes so fast?

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Hi, guys so working on a new part yay!!!! Its been awhile I'm so sorry and also when looking at the stats for this lovely book I have found that most of the readers are female and below the age of 40, so I'm just gonna say People tell your folks, boyfriends ext...i'm gonna stop ranting enjoy!!!

-P.S. Just kidding don't tell your folks....PLZ?

~Hugs, Kisses~ Mouse

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The city was passing by quickly, so was everything I ever knew all of it leaving, the words of "The kids aren't alright" blasting in my ears.

And here I am again, at the end only to do it all again, And in the end, I'll do it all again, don't you know the kids aren't all, kids aren't all.... And in the end, I'll do it all again, Think your my best friend, my best friend......

A new school, new friends, new everything, I thought my head laying on the window, It's all going to be new I have lost everything and I can't change that, He's gone and it's my fault, they're all gone and everything is my fault. The lump rising in the back of my throat, there's no point in this life, there's no point of any of it. The tears rolled down my cheek.

Nobody noticed as I silently cried myself to sleep in the back of the beat-up SUV.

Nobody noticed when I slept all day either.

Just like nobody would notice when I disappeared.

I woke up, the house was quiet except for the crickets that chirped in the night, huh, guess I slept the whole time. And nobody noticed I was not surprised. I sat up and reached for my phone in my sweater pocket and turned it on hoping it hadn't died.

It hadn't. I let a sigh of relief leave my lips as I opened up my texts. Jackson had texted, I counted, One..two..three...four...I kept counting all the way up two....31. I counted again, Yep I was right.

I read through his worried messages, his "I love you's", all his "I'm sorry's'", all of them breaking my heart just a little more. I texted back a short message

To: Baby ~ I'm sorry. I love you so much and I miss you it feels like its been forever.

From: Baby ~ Love whats wrong? Are you ok? can I help? When will I see you again?

To: Baby ~ I don't know love I may be awhile I don't know

To: Baby ~ Can I ask you something?

From: Baby ~ Yeah Babes Whats up?

To: Baby ~ We are almost 18 we have been together for almost 4 years, You love me, right?

From: Baby ~ Yes, of course, I love you whats wrong what are you thinking of love? It sounds spicy.

To: Baby ~ Would you run away with me?

From: Baby ~ Yes I wouldn't skip a beat to do it either.

To: Baby ~ Would you run away with me the day after my 18th birthday, would you marry me?

From: Baby ~ Yes

From: Baby ~ Are you sure u want to do this?

To: Baby ~ Yes

From: Baby ~ I will see you in 1 month you will be in my arms, and shall never want for anything ever again, With this hand, I will lift your sorrows, Your cup shall never be empty for I will be your wine, With this candle I will light your way in darkness, With this ring I ask you to be mine. I can't wait. all you need to do I wait for me I will take care of everything else.

It was set In a month I would be out of this hellhole and in my loves arms. Well, my second loves arms. A shudder went through my body as I thought back to that dreadful night. The screeching of tires once again finding their way to my ears.

Soon I would be wed, and happy, soon I would be gone. As to who would notice well, only God could tell, soon my life would be perfect. And they would all see it.


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 Just a quick thing to say, everybody, I am going to start updating every week with a new part of the story (NO PROMISES) life is chaotic right now with school and everything in between. 

~ P.S. I am looking for collaborations on a story with many parts. The Book will be made up of a bunch of  stories written by you guys, all you have to do is write a Christmas themed short story with a chapter or two (Four is the max amount you may submit chapter wise) send them to me through an email at babygirlluv28 @gmail.com and I will read and put them into the book. The best story that I find (With a vote from other following collaboration accounts and of course all of my followers) I will post the best story with its own page and then, of course, the winner will have a chance to add their own part in one or both of my top stories. The guidelines for this story are.....

1.) The story must be appropriate, meaning, Limited profanity (every other word cannot be a curse unless you're a Slytherin). No sexual scenes in detail it may be implied but that is all.

2.) The story must be Christmas/winter themed it may be sad or have a tragic ending but I would prefer it not as this is supposed to be a Christmas collection of feel-good stories (Barf...JK)

3.) Please, no supper tragic deaths AKA the assassination of a president or poor old man for no reason. You may have a death but I would prefer it kept to a minimum and the descriptions of the death very subtle, for example, The gash on her arm was of an enormous size no stitches or doctors could stop the internal bleeding, much less the external bleeding. She lay in a pool of her own blood the shirt she was wearing turned a deep crimson with it. She was to die as he lay next to her gun in hand brains on the pavement. She tried to stop him but couldn't before he sent his membranes flying. NONE OF THIS PLEASE

4.) Finally, be your self and let your emotions write the story try your hardest and don't worry about who to impress

Hope to see some submissions!!!! send them to the email I provided and remember the best story gets a spot in one or maybe two of my top stories!!!! Thx guys love you all and I appreciate the support!!!!!

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