Ethan's Pov
I walked over to Belle.
"Hey cutie"she said smirking.
"Hey princess "I replied by pecking her plump lips.
She is the best even tho it doesn't feel like it
She is all I have
My friend
My buddy
My love
But something isn't right
I constantly think of Lia
And Grayson. How he took her away from me. I miss her so much
"Ethan you're doing it again. You're blanking out"I felt Belle shaking me.
"I'm sorry "I said sitting on the couch.
"It's okay baby"she said sitting by my side.
She wrapped her arms around me and played with my hair.
She hummed her favourite song in my ear while I got lost in my thoughts.
"Why do you always think?"she asked.
"I just miss someone"I said.
"But was it like a friend? Best friend?"she asked.
"More than that"I said.
"Mega best friend?"she asked.
I turned to face her.
A tear rolled my eye.
"I was in love but she was taken away from me. I lost her to someone that doesn't deserve her"I cried.
"Who are you talking about? I don't understand"she said.
"No one will ever understand. Plus it's hopeless I lost her forever"I sobbed quietly.
She hugged me tight.
"Are you drinking again?"she asked.
I nodded.
Last night I've been at the bar again drinking shots with some other guys.
"I worry about you Eth. If only I knew this girl. Yes I would lose you but at least you will get back to normal"she said.
I laid my head on her chest.
She planted a kiss on my forehead.
She cares about me so much
Like how I cared for Lia
"Thanks baby"I said trying to crack a smile.
She smiled.
"It's okay baby boy. Have some rest you seem pretty stressed out"she said.
She seems to calm me down.
But it only lasts a few hours
I can't resist
What if she is hurt or betrayed?
I'm worried
I'm stressed
I'm broken
I wish she would know the whole truth about Grayson and Emma
I wish someone would tell her "they were all lies darling"
I just wish someone would open up her mind and she can find her true love
