APRIL

Breakups

April
'When will this ever end, I'm just frustrated, my heart has been broken into a thousand pieces every single time.' 'Suck it up okay, besides it's your fault' my friend' Jean said looking away. I turned surprised, ' My fault? how' 'You fall in love too easily, once a guy tells you, hey beautiful, or can i take you out to lunch, you practically drool all over him and follow like you are under some kind of love potion.' I looked at her, suprised and I started laughing. She was actually right, maybe, I've been in series of relationships and all end miserably. Each night, i would look at myself my dressing mirror and weep silently. I just recently left one just this night, a hottie called Ian. I hated myself for always doing such. Was I under some kind of curse. 'I've told you a million times to be like me when it comes to relationships but you wouldnt listen.Geez.' Jean said cutting off my thoughts. Jean wasn't really into relationships, maybe because she was a lawyer and was married to her work. I cant be like her, I was a fashion designer in a big company and i always meet a lot of new people. ' I gotta get to bed, ive got a big case coming up, I cant be sleeping in court you know,' she smiled and left. ' Get some sleep okay.' she yelled from the hallway. I just stared at the mirror speechless. Well, another relationship i thought  would last came to an abrupt end. What's wrong with me. I smacked my head hard but ended up falling on the floor. I stood up and headed for the shower. I had to wash off all the makeup on my face that had been smeared due to my tears. I actually liked Ian but he dumped me, HE DUMPED ME, HARD, why, i'm pretty of course and ive all the things a woman needs but he left me. I had to get my mind off him and focus on whats gonna happen next. Stepping out of the shower, I slumped unto my bed and drifted into sleep.
'Wake up sleepy head, you're gonna be late for work.' Jean's voice woke me up. Looking at my clock, 7:15am, OH SHIT. I quickly threw back my sheets and rushed to the shower. ' Big day today huh.' i heard her. ' yeah, the owner of the company is coming for a visit and i cant be late.' 'Sounds huge.' ' Of course it's huge i haven't seen the guy before ive got to .........' ' DRESS TO IMPRESS' she completed my sentence' Dont worry april you'll do fine' ' I hope' I said stepping out of the shower. 'If you really want to impress him you've gotta hurry it's 7:30 already, so bye.' She said before leaving. OH GREAT! now I'm alone' I hurriedly dressed up hoping to catch a taxi. Stopping by a cart, I decided to buy a coffee but unfortunately for me as i turned a car zoomed past me spilling the water from a nearby puddle all over me 'WHAT THE HELL!'