"Look what you did, May. This is all your fault. If you would have just kept your fucking mouth shut, none of this would have happened." She cries out. She is like the peasant of Winter. She follows everything Winter does. Without Winter, she's lost. That's just pathetic. I don't think Eden should be yelling at me like this, when she can't even stick up for herself to Winter. I see the way Winter treats her, it's horrid. But who cares? Because all the pressure is on me now. "May.. Did you really cause this? Winter was really hurt." Ellie ask, calmly. I cannot believe that everyone thinks it's my fault. Winter was just being Winter. I stormed out of the room, agrily. Why is everybody against me? Especially Ellie, because she was the closest one to me.
"Why didn't you stick up for yourself and for Ellie? You know better than to let anyone boss you around." Louis says, shaking his head. I frown, I hate disappointing people. And that's the thing, I don't like letting people down. "You know Winter, right?" I say, my voice quieter than before. "Yes, I know Winter." He says, raising an eyebrow at me.
"I'm gonna tell you something, but you cannot tell anyone else, the only ones who know this besides me are the girls, okay?" I say, my voice growing quiet. I fear that Winter might hear me even though she is probably blocks and blocks away. "I won't tell anyone, I promise."
I take a deep breath and begin explaining.
"So..we joined the group for a reason." I explain. "And in a way, Winter helped us all, and it seemed like the more she helped us, the more she lost herself and we couldn't do anything about it until Harry came into her life." I recall the old memories when Winter was actually.. happy. Louis motioned for me to continue. "I remember when she was so happy and when she only would occasionally throw a fit, but rarely, and when she let us wear whatever we wanted, and when she wore bows and headbands. I remember when she was a person," I suck in a breath.
"But Harry ruined that for her. He knew so well that she had a really bad temper from her childhood, but he pushed her to her limits until she just.. broke."
I sigh and rest my head on his shoulder, but I jerk away once I realize what I just did. He frowns slightly and I ignore it. "So..that's why she's all.. aggressive and stuff?" Louis asks, his face softening slightly. I nod and fiddle with my small thumbs. "It really isn't her fault she's like this.." I mumble, already feeling guilty for everything. My mind keeps bringing me back to how she looked when Louis kicked her and when he punched her.
Once I realize what he has done to my somewhat sister, I back away from him. He hurt her and I didn't even realize..
"What's wrong?" He asks. "Get away from me!" I yell, backing away slowly. "What? Why!" He answers, his eyebrows creasing. "Y-You're a monster! Get away!" I run to the direction of my apartment, but he yanks me back. "What the hell! What did I do!" He yells, his face twisting in confusion. "You hurt her! You fucking hurt the person who helped me!" I shriek.
"TELL ME WHERE THE FUCK HARRY TOOK HER OR I SWEAR I'LL STAB YOUR FACE." I aggressively yell, not caring if I sound like Winter or Eden, I need to know where she is. "I don't know where she is!" Louis' faint voice calls. I ignore him and I continue running.
I'm not surprised that no one came after me. I bawled through the busy streets, and a frightening scene took place. "Give me what you got." The stranger declares. I am traumatized, this has never happened before. "Please, please... SOMEONE HELP!" I cry. Coincidentally, Louis saw me, and freed me. He sacked the man, along with an uppercut to his jaw. He was out cold, and I embraced Louis. "Thank you so much, Louis." I eventually started to cry. "Hey, I would do anything for you, May." I am reminded about the past, and awkwardly pushed away from the hug. "Um.. So.. I'm sorry for being such a bitch lately. It's just that this whole badass thing is getting to me. Winter told you, right?" I inquire. "Well, not very clearly.. I couldn't quite hear her through the clashing plates." He answers. "So do you wanna her the story? Or.." Louis smiles. "Sure, let's walk." I, once again, explain the situation, but from the way beginning. I had forgotten all about how I was trying to find Winter again.
I eventually start to cry, remembering how we acted and how I should have just stuck up for myself. Louis puts his arm around my shoulder and holds me in his arms. We finally arrive at my apartment and it is past 12 am, so Louis tucks me into my bed and I am half asleep. "Babe, is it okay if i stay the night?" Louis asks me with a tender, sweet voice. "Of course.. Th-There's a.. There's a blanket in th- the clos..et.." I had just fallen asleep and started to dream of the best thing.
"May, I loved you for the longest time. I'm so sorry that you had to see me and April kissing.. She was a bad kisser anyways." I chuckled at what he had said. "Louis, I loved you too.. Do you still love me?" I asked. "Yes, of course. I would like to officially ask you again. May, will you please be my girlfriend?" He proposes, with the cutest and cheesiest smile on his face. "Yes, of course. I will be your girlfriend Lou!" He picks me up and spun me around. We ended it off with a long, passionate kiss. Oh, how I missed his lips.
I finally wake up and found Louis on the couch. He is so adorable when he's sleeping. "Checkin' me out?" He buzzed. "Actually, yes. I thought you were sleeping! Ugh, but what a cutie you are!" He chuckles and blushes. "Wanna go out for brunch?" He requests. "Sure. I'll see you at McDonalds across the street in about an hour." I told him, opening the door. "Later, babe." He says, along with a wink.
I was just about falling in love with him again. His deep, blue eyes shone bright. His quiff was absolutely captivating and his personality was perfect. He is funny, charming, cute, brave, and the sassiest person I have ever known.
I started to get ready for brunch. I put my long, messy hair into a bun. I wore my favourite crop top along with black tights and jean short shorts. My red converse were my life. I suddenly remembered how the five of us were climbing the metal fence, and how my red converse got caught in it. The cops got my hood.. Stop. It's over. No more trouble. I keep telling myself. I continued on, adding just a little lip gloss, mascara, and eyeliner. Perfect.
I got to McDonalds and saw Louis with a girl at a table. Again? No, no. I can't believe this. I refuse to. I blink a couple times and rub my eyes.
Wait.. Is that.. "APRIL?!"
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A/N: OOOOH! It's about to go down. Lol, anyways thanks for reading. This took me a while. Hope you liked it. Vote, Comment, and Share. Thanks again! xx -Jenella & Marykate
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Mysterious // tomlinson
FanfictionEden, Winter, Ellie, Skylar, and I. You can call us, the badass crew. A crazy adventure that almost gets us arrested, ends up with a huge fight.