Mysterious // tomlinson

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Louis. I never thought I'd see him, ever again. The one who broke my heart, the one who made me become this.. monster. Louis was once the love of my life. Once. Why is he doing this? nl

I thought he hated me. Two years ago, I caught him snogging my sister, April, while we were in a dedicated relationship. Since then, I haven't talked to either of them. I was heart broken, and I kind of still am.

We reach his apartment, and I struggle getting my hand out of his tight grip. "Leave me alone, Louis!" I practically yell, storming out of the building. He runs after me, "May! Please.. Listen." He tries to reach for my shoulder but I take off into the streets of Downtown, Toronto.

Why did he do that? I ask myself. Did he want me back? No, don't even think about it. I need to call the girls, figure out where they are. I think to myself, How did I become like this.. This criminal? This isn't me. I don't like it, but I have to deal with it. The girls formed this side of me, by forcing me. I'm just a mystery..

"Ellie. Tell the girls that you guys need to come over ASAP. I'm in my apartment. I've been thinking about our so called 'crew'.." I quietly told her. "What's wrong, May?" She inquires. I tell her everything about how I don't want to be known as a badass anymore. "We always get into trouble, and my parents think it's all my fault. I'm tired of being this girl that I'm really not. It's hard.. Being someone I'm not." I always find myself ranting to Ellie. Doesn't she ever get tired of it? "Look, May. I feel the same way. But do you know how hard it is to get a word out of my mouth when I'm around Winter? She acts like the leader of our 'crew'. I'd rather not talk to her about it. I'd rather not talk to anyone about it, but I feel comfortable around you." She explained, almost making me burst into tears. "Look, we can just talk to all of them about it. I don't really care what the other girls say. This is our lives, and they can't tell us what to do with it.. Wait, where are you guys anyways?" I got off track on what I really needed to talk to her about. "Right.. Uh, we're at Niall's place.." She quietly told me. "And why is that?" I asked, puzzled.

"Don't you remember? Louis is in a band called One Direction, and Niall is that blonde one that everyone loves." Oh, right. Ugh, I hate their music anyways. "Whatever, just get over here. All of you." I stammer.

A couple minutes later, I hear banging on the door. As soon as I open it, I see Ellie looking innocent, and the rest on the girls surrounding her with a bit of attitude on each of their faces. "What the hell, May? You guys were talking about us behind our backs?" Winter practically yells, sending me an icy glare. "Yeah, look..we need to talk." I grab their arms and pull them into my room. "I can't do this anymore." I declare. "I'm tired of getting into trouble and almost going to prison. You can't force me to go along with you guys. We were known as the bad ass crew for almost a year, but I'm tired of it." I explain to all of them. "Well you know what I'm gonna say to that?" Eden says, getting a little closer to where I am sitting. Winter has her arms crossed and that same icy glare still pastered on her, admittingly, beautiful face.

Eden sits closer to me..

What is she gonna do? 

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A/N: oh my god I suck at this. Anyways, big thanks to Marykate for helping me with this story. She's the best! Go read her stories at _marykateashley. Okay, ily all, bye. x -Jenella  

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