Bleeding Of Lov€

'I Fucked Up , Big Time'

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"Who the fuck was that "My 18 year old brother Antwone yelled in my face.

Now the drama begins..........

"Why the fuck you yelling" I said

"Because my sister out there hoeing around" he said threw gritted teeth

"First of all he is just a friend" I said calmly

"So you Kiss yo friends?"he said chuckling "Next thing you know y'all gone be having sex"

NO THE FUCK HE DIDNT!

I slap the shit out of him , "How dare you say that , when you the only one I been having sex with !" I said with tears threatening to come out my eyes

I close my eyes remembering the day I lost my virginity to him.

Flash Back:(7 months earlier)

"I'm going to the office" my dad yelled

"Ok " I said giving him a kiss on his cheek and running up stairs to take my daily shower.

I took an hour shower , when I got out I realized I left my undergarments in my room ,GREAT! Now I have to try and sneak in my room . I wrap the towel around me and rush into my room downstairs . I made it! As I unwrapped my towel and laid it on the bed , My door flew open "Nichole I'm going to go pl-" he stopped as he stared at my body . I tried to cover up but he walk towards me and whispered "No don't cover,Your body is a piece of art" he said sending chills down my spin , at first it was awkward, but then I got use to it he smiled and said "you finally calmed down ", he took off his shirt and his pants and just left his boxers on he slowly walked towards me and put his body against mine and whispered " I promise to be gentle and make you feel amazing "he laid my body on the bed gently and left to go get something from his room and returned with a condom , he placed it on and hovered over me "You ready "he asked I closed my eyes tight and shook my head , I felt something pointy at my entrance and it hurted I wiggled a little "You okay " he ask kissing my lips gently and putting my hair behind my ear . I shook my head yes and he continued this time the pain was worse and I felt tears coming out of my eyes . He looked at me with those 'I'm sorry eyes' I shook my head for him to continue , he did 3 gentle thrust,and trust me it was painful but 5 minutes later I found my self screaming "FASTER TWONE PLEASE BABY" he smiled and started thrusting Faster and sometimes slowing down and speeding back up as he slowed down again he looked into my eyes and I felt a warm liquid spill from out my leg and I was shaking badly but it felt so good , We went 3 more rounds and finally was tired .He looked into my eyes and said "I love you Nichole and don't you ever forget that"

"I love you to Antwone" I said while kissing him on the lips , we heard a sound at the door an that's when he ran back into his room.

All I could think about that night was 'Did I really have sex with my brother?"

Flash Back Over:

"I gave my virginity to you"I mumbled,also crying.

"I know ba-"

"Don't call me that " I yelled

"Please come here" he said walking towards me

He hugged me and I started hitting his chest "Why " I said through sniffs "why !"

"Baby I just can't resist you...you know that , I know what we do is wrong but it feels so right" he mumbled in my ear

"I know " I said still crying and rubbing on his chest

I lifted up and gave him a kiss on his lips and we talked all night and ended up falling asleep in each others arms in the middle of the floor.

The Next Morning :

I woke up to the smell of bacon and eggs I made my way to the kitchen to find my baby cooking with just his boxers on .......yess lawd this boy be killing me and he knows it . I slowly walk towards him and wrap my arms around his torso , he turns around and kisses me "good morning baby " I say "good morning , so what are your plans for today " he ask curious "We'll first im going to run some errands then just come home and chill , how about you?" , "We'll I got practice from 1 to 6 , then me and the guys are going out for drinks "he says , I look at the time and it 12:40 I frown "But babe it almost 1:00" I say pouting "I know babe I'm sorry"he say kissing my forehead and going up stairs to get dressed , I took a shower in the downstairs bathroom and pulled out my black and red crop top that says "Swag Like No Other" and my red high waisted pants and my black Bennie with my breds 11 and I added some red lipstick , After about 10 minutes twone had left and I was on my way to the grocery store, Before i even walked into the store I had got an text from chres.

MybestieChres-come to my crib real quick I got to tell u sum real important

I turned on my heel and walked back to my car ,after about an hour trying to follow Chres bad instructions I finally made it to his house . As I pulled up he got in the car and set next to me and stared me right in the eye , he took an deep breathe and said

"Nichole Thompson I like you very much and it would be an honor if you would become my girlfriend " he said nervously , I looked at him and grabbed his face and kissed him.

"I lo- like you too and of course I will be your girlfriend " I said smiling but all I was thinking was now I got to choose between to boys .

'I Fucked Up,Big Time'

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Antwone and Nichole tho??!

Who she gone choose??

That for me to know and for you to find out

Was Antwone wrong for getting mad at her?

Nah ion think sooo but W.e

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