Bleeding Of Lov€

Mistakes,Mistakes,Mistakes....

Warning Sexual Content:

Nichole,

"Oh my chres....... Right there baby" I Moaned as I pushed Chres head down , His long tongue flickering inside of my lips felt soo Good.

"Im going to c- " I cumed all in his mouth and he swallowed all of it.

"You taste like barriers "He said smiling at me,I started to blush.

"Come on babe it's your turn " I got on my knees and looked up at him scared as fuck...because I really dont know how big his dick is ,after all this is our first time having sex.

"Dont Worry babe it's not that big"

I unbuckled his pants and pulled them down and there was his little friend sticking up all happy,I pulled it through the whole of the boxers......Lawd have mercy Jesus!!!!! That boy is a lying fuck!His dick is way to big,I look at him with big eyes,and he starts to smirk, I grab awhole of it rubing my hands up and down the sides,I could feel it grow in my hands so I stop,And open my mouth wide as soon as I was about to put my mouth on it he gone say "No teeth babygirl"I just looked at him like 'Wtf' I started to suck on him and he started to groan, and his head flew back,I started to speed up and then he cummed in my mouth, I swallowed all of it and showed him, "Big girl"He said smacking my butt and carrying me to the bed,  He placed me down gently, Getting between my legs,  I looked down and stopped him "I know you Not about to stick that big ass thing in me"He chuckled "Relax babe I'm going to take my time" I laid back down steadily and took a deep breath,I could feel his point at my entrance,  I shooked my head for him to continue, He slid All the way in and I moaned in pleasure."deeper baby",he pushed deeper, he thrusted in and out , In and out, he slowed down,and speed up, at this point we both was sweating until he flipped us over and I knew exactly what he wanted....I started to do hip Rolls and he started to groan which turned me on and made me speed my pace up, I started to bounce, He cummed inside of me but I kept on going , it was to good to stop, Well until he said "Damn Amber " I stopped and stared at him, he opened his eyes slowly and noticed what he said , I felt tears coming but I just held them back, I got off of him and put on my clothes.

"I'm So sorry,It was A mistake "

"Your so goddamn stupid we just had sex with eachother for the first Time and you called me another's girl name and all you can say is 'it was a mistake?'" I said calmly getting my stuff together

"I'm sorry babe It's just -"

"Just what??  Oh let me see you've been having so much sex with amber, Now you think I'm her?Well Newsflash I'm not!!"I said getting loud.

"No that's not it at all, Listen babygirl I love you and only you "He said while hugging me tight being the stubborn person I am I try to get out of his grip ,But of course it doesn't  work.. he's way to strong .

I start to cry in his chest "Babe?...What's Wrong?"He asked Worried

"It's just that I've been hurt so many times,  By liars and cheaters,it doesn't  even make sense any more"

"Babe I promise I'm not going to hurt you " He said With sympathy in his voice.

"I just hope or relationship is not a mistake "

Antwone,

She G-H-E-T-T-O My Lil Buddy My Lil Hoe, Been  Fucking  With her since i was in high school, She had my heart in secrets too,She Was Born In Raised In The projects ,Never listened To what other guys said ,She been going through Shit,I can tell (How You know)Because her Eyes red,Her heart hurt it been beat up, I wanna start over don't mislead Ya, I cross my heart like a pledge alligence ,I give my all if you don't leave me, She G-H-E-T-T-O (I love that shit) Cause you never see her with mine don't mean she broke (She got her own stack nigga ) ,Shawty down my pimpin, Shawty Know how it goes,Shawty Know her position, And shawty play her role,Got August in here with me and I can rap it Acpella 'I fuck wit You lil Baby even though You from the Ghetto.

(August alsina ft.Rich home quan  ghetto )

Since me and Nichole haven't been talking I've been in a really bad mood, Ive been Rude to people who doesn't  deserve it, All I Listen to is love songs,and sometimes at night I even cry.....Man I really miss her.I was inturpted out of my thoughts by the door slamming I looked up and there she was with red eyes,I guess I'm not the only who's been crying,  I ran to her and let my feelings pour out "Baby im so sorry,  I've missed you, I've been crying for days, My life would be terrible without you, I didn't mean anything I said it was all a mistake, Im Just selfish I  need you to my self, I love you too much baby to let you go to another boy!!!Babe Im so sorry, Please forgive me!"I said getting on my knees.

And she did the worst thing I can think of..................She walked off without saying anything...................

Nichole,

Mistakes, Mistakes,Mistakes

is what I kept mumbling as I walked to my room,  That's all I've Been hearing lately ,That cringing word that now makes my eyes sting at the sound of it, and make my stomach turn as it comes from someones lips,Mistakes?  What are they?

Are they meant to be things?WAIT

Are they let's stay together things? I HAVE A BETTER ONE!!!

Or Are they Broken hearted things?somebody please explain, What Are Mistakes???

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Sorry it took forever to update, I've been having personal problems

Well enough about me how did you Guys like the chapter??? 

Ehh I guess it was okay but I tried my best

Love you Guys

~Lovely