baby girl // c.g.

05

Carls pov

I woke up to Rose screaming and crying. I call her rose as a nickname because its her middle name. To be perfectly honest i loved the name Rose better than Delilah. Delilah sounded like and name a dying grandmother would name her dog.
I got up to check on her and she just needed her diaper to be changed. One problem, i dont know how to change a diaper.
I looked it up on my phone while she was still crying and Chrissy came is.
"Ssshhhh its okay baby dont cry" she said calm qnd sweetly to the baby in her arms.
"Here i will teach your daddy how to change a diaper since he obviously has never done it before" she said in a baby voice. I laughed and she started to guide me on how to do it.
"And walla ! You now can change a diaper! And look, shes a happy baby now yes you are, yes you are!" She lifted Rose to her face as they were touching noses.
How did i get so lucky? How do i deserve this second chance?
She decided that the baby was hungry and pulled her boob out agian.
Damn, i could get used to this.
I hung out with my baby and my baby momma for the rest of the evening till i got a call from G-Dog.

"Hey man whats up i heard youre a dad now!"
"Yeah man its pretty great!"
"Congrats man...So i got a favor to ask you?!"
"Yeah anything dude what is it?"
"Well i need you too take a run for me at the corner, i got these new customers that need all this new kush every week and im real busy right now!"
"Dude im sorry, i promised the baby momma,i wouldnt do that shit no more. Im a family man now"
"Yeah man i know but its important. If i dont get it to them by 12 our buisness will get entirely shut down."
"Fine man, but you owe me!"

I hang up the phone frusterated that i need to go against the promise i made eith her when ive just made it right between us.

"Hey babe im gunna go out and get some groceries, do,we need any baby food or wipes?"
"Yeah we just need wipes!"
"Okay ill be back as soon as possible love you!"
"Love you too"

I grab my jacket and walk out the door guilty as hell. I promised her i wouldn't do this anymore...

Chrissys pov

I woke up at 3am to a crying baby that needed a new diaper. I turn beside me to wake up carl to do it but hes not there.
I slowly dosed back off to sleep thinking he might have gotten it when i hear her screaming again.
Did he even come back home last night? He told me he was staying for the week to see how things go and i thought they were fine.
I called his phone a few times and he didnt answer.
I call debbie since she probably up with Franny.

"Hey debs did carl ever come home last night?"
"No why? Is anything wrong?"
"Well he told me he was going out to the store to get a few things and he never came back here"
"Have you called his cell?"
"Yeah, at least five times now..."
"Well maybe hes at the alibi, call your dad or Svetlana"
"No, the alibi closes at 12:30 on mondays and all three of them are home."
"Well then maybe he got busy or distracted. You know carl..."
"Yeah...ill just talk to him in the morning. Call me if he goes to your house okay?"
"Okay. Goodnight."

We hung up and i set Rose down after changing her diaper.
I got back into bed and fell asleep thinking about where he could be.

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This morning i woke up to the smell of alcohol and weed soaking in the air. I turned over to see a sweaty passed out carl.
I get up frusterated and hit him in the head with a pillow.
"Oowww what. The. Fuck. Babyyyy"
Hes sluring his words.
"Carl i need you to get out."
"Wwwhhhaaaatt you cant doooo thatatatata..."
He sounded childish.
I walked out of the room to my parents room to get my dad to get him out.
My dad was 6'4 and carl was 5'6. I think you can guess who won in this situation.
Kev took carl to the Gallagher house hold and debbie was with me in my house. I was crying on her shoulder because of these damn emotions that come after a pregnancy.
"Debbie why the fuck am i crying i hate crying!!!" I say muffled into her shoulder.
"Because your hormones are still adjusting honey"
"Why are guys so stupid?!! All they do is leave and fuck up!!!"
"Its in their nature honey"

We hung out al day with our babies watching movies and eating chocolate and popcorn.