New Dawn // Twilight

Chapter 20

Chapter 20

~Renessme POV~

"I can't wait till we get there!" I squealed, Jake just laughed. "I know, you have been talking about it all day." he told me. I was so exited to go to camp. "and we will have a cabin all to ourselves." I muttered looking up at him. I got lost in his eyes. I leaned in and kissed him. He kissed me back, passionately. I didn't ever want to move from this moment.

"We're here!" the driver called back to us. "yippie!" I yelled. We got out and took our stuff out of the car. "thank you." I told the driver as I paid him. We went to our cabin.

All our stuff was set up and everything was perfect. I was going to spend 4 whole months with Jacob! We were sitting in our cabin. "So what do you want to do?" he asked "well let's see what there is to do," I said smiling at him. I liked this camp because there was nobody to guide you to activities, and there was no specific timing for things. Except for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I love this place! "let's go swimming," I said "oh no," he told me "why not?" I asked "we will do that tonight" he smirked, I love the way he thinks.

"Lets get the boring stuff out of the way." he said "we don't have to do everything you know," I told him, a little annoyed "I know, I just want you to experience everything," he smiled at me, god I love him. "I love you." I told him. He smiled big. "I love you too," he replied. I knew if I looked into his adoring eyes I would get lost in them and find my own paradise, so I didn't look into his eyes. "Lets go hiking," I suggested. "perfect" he said.

Weeks past. I was having the time of my life! I wanted Jacob though, and kind of in the wrong way. Stop thinking like that! Wait until your married! I commanded myself. Later that night Jake asked if I wanted to go late night swimming. "absolutely!" I told him. I put on my dark green swim suit.

We were swimming around in the water, having a blast. I grabbed Jacob, "I love you more than anything in this world" I told him and looked into his eyes. "I love you more than anything in this universe," he said smiling. I crushed my lips to his. I needed him. Our breathing started to pick up. I was loving this moment. I wanted it to last forever.

We were in an area where at least Jacob could touch the bottom of the lake. I wrapped my legs around his waist and pressed myself against him. I couldn't wait until marriage, I just couldn't. Jake got carried away to. I was rubbing my hands all over his back. He moaned, and I giggled, blushing. His eyes filled with sudden lust for me.

He went to a more shallow area. I could tell I was making him anxious. I knew I would have to make the first move. I slid my hands from his back to his swimming trunks. I tugged them down lightly. He froze. "Ness," he muttered, "we can't do this," no! why did he have to ruin the moment! "yes we can, I can't wait any longer, Jacob Black! I need you, I love you, and I want you, bad" I told him. He just sighed, "I think it's time to head back to the cabin" he said, I stared at him, "no! I am having to much fun!" I grinned at him trying to seduce him.

"Ness," he groaned "please" I begged "at least once! Please Jacob! Please" I was almost in tears. He sighed "Ness you could get pregnant, and what do we do then?" he asked "then we raise a beautiful child" I told him. He looked shocked. I could tell he didn't want kids quiet yet. "I'm joking, Jacob, that won't happen, I'm a vampire, remember?" I told him, rolling my eyes. "yes as half vampire, so you could still get pregnant." he argued "I don't care! I want this! No, I need this!" I yelled. "I'm sorry Jacob, I don't know what happened." I apologized, he looked shocked.

"Please?" I begged, he sighed and I knew he wanted me as much as I wanted him. He crushed his lips to mine. We sat in the water making-out. He got up and I was tired of standing on my tippy toes. I jumped up on him. I looked into his eyes. He grinned and bit his lip and thought for a moment. Then I guess he made a decision because we went back to where we could sit in the water.