Spuffy - btvs

Spuffy <33

They got back into the bus, and Buffy took Spike from the front seat, and put him in one of the two seats in back, considering the blanket fit perfectly around there. He stirred. "Bloody hell Buffy... Why'd you do it.." he whispered softly. "I lov-" Buffy cut herself off. "chess." She finished her sentence. "You love chess? Buffy you didnt need to save me to play chess." He laughed quietly. "I need you." Buffy said calmly. "What?" Spike raised his eyebrows. "To play chess with." Buffy nodded at him. Spike rolled his eyes. "Thanks luv. I feel special. But you realize another apocalypse can happen soon because of me.." Spike sighed, then gave her puppy eyes. "Is that really why?" Spike laid down in the seat, his head in her lap. She leaned towards his face, then turned to his ear and said "I'm only-only saying this because I need to. I love you.. I couldn't let you go, William." She looked up at the  bus's ceiling, afraid of his reaction. He froze, and shivered, then he laughed softly. "No you don't, luv." Spike smiled at her chin, waiting for her to look back down. She sighed, then looked back down, staring into his eyes. She whispered even softer "Yes, I do.. but it's okay if you don't believe me." She leaned towards his lips, and pressed her own against his. She put her arms around his head, and closing her eyes, continued to kiss him. A low purr vibrated against her lips, coming from Spike.  She pulled out, and leaned back against the seat, opened her eyes, and pretended to look intently into the seat in front of her. "That seat must be pretty interesting, eh luv?" Spike chirped. Buffy nodded. He sat up, and snuggled into her shoulder. Spike dozed off, leaving Buffy to think. "Why'd I say that to him.." She looked over at him, and noticed he looked adorable sleeping. She put her arm around him, and then played with his hair. "Soft.." She thought aloud, waking him. Yawning, he said "Think..so..?" Buffy stopped playing with his hair, and let her hand fall to the seat. He picked up her hand, and placed it on his own head. He snuggled more into her, and she couldn't help patting his head. He purred, the vibration felt in her shoulder, she giggled. Then covered her mouth with her other hand, and looked up. "...He's like a cat." Thinking this to herself, she burst out laughing. "What's sO FunnY?!" Spike jumped a bit. Her sudden laughter scared him. "You're... Like... *giggle* a.. cat." She wiped her eye, which had started to water. "I'm not like a cat, luv." He growled playfully. "Switch sides with me?" Buffy said, ruining the moment. "It's dark out now, so I guess so." He went over Buffy, and let her slide to the outside of the seat, and he leaned against the cold window. Buffy yawned. "You can sleep on me, if you'd like, luv." Buffy yawned again, then leaned on his shoulder, moved, and laid her head in his lap. Spike looked down at her, watching her doze off. He sighed contently, and fell asleep. "Williiaamm. Did you hear what she saiddd? Maybe she wasn't lyinggg, Williammmm." Spike's mind was whispering to him, in his sleep. "She was definitely lyinggg.." he mumbled in his sleep, waking Buffy. She opened her eyes, but didn't get up. Listened to his silent snores, and listened for mumbling. "What do you meann, William.. you had somethingg, she's gotta feel something, after all she saved youu." His mind spoke to him normally now, no longer in a whisper. "Yeah, she feels disgust. She saved me in case she needs someone to watch Dawnniee. She pities me.. that's the only reason she.." he mumbled, snuggled into the seat. "You're right William. You disgust her. She pities you, and that's why she puts up with you." His mind snickered at him. He shook, scaring Buffy. She sat up. "She won't be able to look at you if you ask about the kiss. You'll disgust her." His mind fired at him. He sighed sadly in his sleep. "What's wrong with him?" Buffy thought to herself. "Maybe if I.." She put her arms around him, and leaned into his chest. "Whats that..? I guess it's not just pity, little William." His mind snorted, then left him alone, talking to himself in his head. "Is that Buffy?" He thought to himself. Buffy snuggled into his chest. Spike purred. "That's Buffy alright.." He thought, smiling in his sleep. Buffy looked up in time to see it. "See, you're cute." Buffy mumbled, and Spike opened his eyes. He raised his eyebrows at her remark. "Devilishly handsome, would sound better, luv.