It's been months since I've killed you . For some reason I feel bad now . I think about you more then ever your small pink dress, your ocean blue eyes, your smooth curly hair,your beautiful smile, the small little dimple you have on your left cheek . YOU WON'T LEAVE MY FUCKING HEAD !!. It humiliates every fiber of my being . The fact that I still think about you even when you're dead even when you've cause this much pain to me . I fucking hate you more, but you could care less because your dead you're six feet underground having your dead body peel away slowly . I can't sleep anymore, I can't drink anymore. I've tried to kill myself multiple times cause of you. Everytime I see a girl that reminds me of you I Burts into tears. I hate myself so much why can't beng numb work? Why do I have to be human and have emotions? Why can't I turn my humanity off permanently? Why do I have to feel regret ? But the question I ask myself most frequent is why do you plague my mind still?
