Just another I decided to write lol//
I envy those with genuine connection. I haven't had one in such a long time. I haven't had much of anything in such a long time. A kiss , a hug, hand holding .I haven't had any of those in such a long time. I'm quite jealous and I envy those who do. I haven't had a kiss in such a long time . I haven't felt Such sweet beautiful red lips colliding with mine in such a long time. I haven't had sex in such a long time . It's embarrassing having to masterbaute just to feel sexual pleasure . It's pathetic. I'm pathetic. I envy those with true connections. I'm too weak and shy to actually make them . I'm so pathetic and inferior to everyone.
