I deserve every word you have said..I deserve all those times I cried...I deserve being left...I'm glad you are happier...I really am...you deserve happiness and I don't...especially for hurting the only one you love....the only one you ever needed...I've hurt everyone...and I'm sorry...I don't do it on purpose but of course...you don't believe me...you'll never read this...I hope...I'm not ready to accept the fact...that you are never coming back...but I need to now...I just can't stand the feeling you walking around hating me...I shouldn't be mad at that because I hate me too..maybe I always have...so...I deserve all the hurt...I deserve the pain...I deserve the worst...I deserve it all...
