Why am I so fragile? Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me? We all know that is complete bullshit! Words do hurt! Even if we say it doesn't...we say that so we can believe it ourselves. Or is that just me? Maybe I'm the only person like that. There is nothing I can do to make myself believe that I'm okay or "I'm fine" I'm not...I may never be okay or fine..I will have to accept that..but how? How can I accept that when all I want is to be okay..that's all I've ever needed..I'm going fucking crazy can't you see? Can't you see me screaming? Can't you see me crying? Can't you see me suffering!...."you'll be okay" they say "you'll be fine" stop getting my hopes up! Stop it! I've tried for years! Just because you are happy doesn't mean I can be! I can't be happy! So shut the fuck up! SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU GOD DAMN LIAR!
