Bittersweet → call t w o
❝In which he loves her flaws more than her perfections.❞
Friday I didn't call you because I knew you wouldn't pick up; on Friday you always go to Manchester to visit your family.
On Saturday I did call you, and I had counted three rings until I heard you familiar breathing.
'I hope you had fun visiting your family,' I said.
You didn't answer.
I started to miss your perfect, angelic voice.
But the thought that I maybe won't ever hear it again, scared me.
So I forced myself to think about something different.
I failed.
'Why won't you ever talk to me?' I asked.
You didn't answer.
I started to miss your perfect deepbrown eyes.
But the tought that I maybe won't ever see them again, scared me.
So I forced myself to think about something different.
I failed.
'I really miss you,' I said.
You didn't answer, but for a second I thought you might.
It was probably just my imagination.
I started to miss your freckled, soft skin.
But the thought that I maybe won't ever touch it again, scared me.
So I forced myself to think about something different.
I failed.
'Maybe it's better for the both of us if I won't call you again,' I said.
But I know I didn't mean it.
And then I hung up, because my voice started to sound weird.
I love how you stutter at the word okay, but I hate how you try to avoid pronouncing it.
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FanficIn which he loves her flaws more than her perfections. 2014 © kissinghaz. fanfiction #341 / romance #452