Stuck on Him, or not?

Dream 1:-

One hot, dark night with the curtains slightly opened and a cool breeze surrounding my entire room. I peacefully lay and drift into a deep sleep.

"Buzz Buzz" I get a text from my sister Tera Kendricks.

5:30pm - TERABOO 💙
Um, so like where r u? I'm at the reunion. When r u cmin?

I laugh and reply back to her.

"I, Taylor Kendricks am not showing up to anywhere besides my bed !!! Did you forget, today is my only day off this week lol T^T"

I'm hesitant at first, but eventually give in and end up rummaging through my closet to find something I haven't woren twice already.
My phone buzzes again, it's Tera (T^T)

"If you don't get yo ass down here. I'ma send your "boothang" to come get you 😉"

Boothang? I thought what in the world did she meant by boothang? Oh no, please do not tell me...Ugh! I do not have time to be playing these guessing games. I've got to find something to wear that'll make dem heads turn and eyes light up *CA-CHING*

After hours of changes and mixes of outfits, I couldn't find anything so I went to get me dress I saw the other day while shopping - It was beautiful Maroon coloured Velvet Dress with a matching choker!

I finished them off with some cute Maroon Velvet Heels, I already had (As pictured on the cover picture)

I am ready to gooooo !! 🤗🎉
Tera finally arrives in a cute matching Plum coloured Velvet dress, just like me - with White Heels. We looked so fab !!

It was time to leave, so I grab all my things to go. Tera takes the driver's seat, and blasts my favs Jay Park on the radio.
As we were getting close to our destination, I noticed we weren't actually at the hall where the reunion took place, we were at LUKE'S HOUSE !!! 😵
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I cannot believe I'm standing outside of my Primary crushes door !! Never did I think I'd be this close to him personally, like just picturing all those times I'd vision me & Luke just sitting on his couch and watching our fav old school movies and being on the biggest junkie buzz (mmm).

But I couldn't daydream for long because as I was waiting for the door to be opened I hear the car starting up and leave.

"Wtf.. did Terra just leave me !?"

So there I was, ditched/stranded and not able to do anything but wait for Luke to open this damn door.

I hear footsteps hurrying towards the door.

*My heart is in my throat! I feel as though it might explode!*

In my head I'm already picturing scenarios of how this "reunion" could possibly go.

As he opens the door I feel my palms getting sweaty and start moving away from the door slightly.

When the door finally opened, he stood there in nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist and his little curls from his slight afro dripping water. Gosh how I could've died right then at that moment.

All those dreamy thoughts were immediately killed when he said

"Come inside."
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WHAT!?! Really? That's all I get? Just a "come inside." After all the shit we've been through? Wow... To say I was surprised was an understatement. As I'm walking through his hallway I'm just thinking was all this for nothing? I mean like I'm wearing this expensive dress, that I bought especially for this occasion and maybe was meant for for someone special. My hair is more lengthy and dyed a deep blue colour, much more different from the last time I saw him. I've lost a ton of weight since high school. So what was with the lack of reaction? I'm just about to erupt when he speaks.

"Well this is a nice surprise! I mean, like I was actually thinking to myself if I'd get to see my smiley bacon that I used always make fun of, just so I can see you pissed off or slap me."

The smirk look on his face made me want to smack the crap out of him. But deep down I knew that he was right. If he wasn't at the reunion I'd definitely be sad, I mean he was one of the biggest & longest good memories I had back in Primary, Intermediate & High School.

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