Stuck on Him, or not?

Dream 2:-

I cannot believe I'm standing outside of my Primary crushes door !! Never did I think I'd be this close to him personally, like just picturing all those times I'd vision me & Luke just sitting on his couch and watching our fav old school movies and being on the biggest junkie buzz (mmm).

But I couldn't daydream for long because as I was waiting for the door to be opened I hear the car starting up and leave.

"Wtf.. did Terra just leave me !?"

So there I was, ditched/stranded and not able to do anything but wait for Luke to open this damn door.

I hear footsteps hurrying towards the door.

*My heart is in my throat! I feel as though it might explode!*

In my head I'm already picturing scenarios of how this "reunion" could possibly go.

As he opens the door I feel my palms getting sweaty and start moving away from the door slightly.

When the door finally opened, he stood there in nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist and his little curls from his slight afro dripping water. Gosh how I could've died right then at that moment.

All those dreamy thoughts were immediately killed when he said

"Come inside."
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WHAT!?! Really? That's all I get? Just a "come inside." After all the shit we've been through? Wow... To say I was surprised was an understatement. As I'm walking through his hallway I'm just thinking was all this for nothing? I mean like I'm wearing this expensive dress, that I bought especially for this occasion and maybe was meant for for someone special. My hair is more lengthy and dyed a deep blue colour, much more different from the last time I saw him. I've lost a ton of weight since high school. So what was with the lack of reaction? I'm just about to erupt when he speaks.

"Well this is a nice surprise! I mean, like I was actually thinking to myself if I'd get to see my smiley bacon that I used always make fun of, just so I can see you pissed off or slap me."

The smirk look on his face made me want to smack the crap out of him. But deep down I knew that he was right. If he wasn't at the reunion I'd definitely be sad, I mean he was one of the biggest & longest good memories I had back in Primary, Intermediate & High School.

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