Silent Lullaby

first impression

my first impression of you wasn't good enough to be told.
i thought you were the poison, the newfound toxic.
i thought your presence wouldn't change a thing about me, about my future.

days passed by and your words, your affections, your concerns; swirling around and above me, mixing with 'the others' & 'the et cetera'.

those emotions involved with it, lead me to a big problem but a closure to some confusions,
an avalanche to undeterred random heartaches.
was it your warmth i'm holding onto?

and your love is too hard to escape,
too complex to dream for,
too sincere to cry over,
too much for a person like me,
too humble to show off to them.

you're the innocence i want to cherish yet manage to break me and patch me the same.
it took me a long time to summarized you and realize your potential in breaking my heart.

back then, i'm happy when you were just standing there.
i'm happy with you by my side.

"how about right now?"

"i still feel the same, baby."