Louis' POV
As Harry promised we slowly tried to mend our friendship before jumping right in to a love trap. We took each other on silly dates or had movie nights together.
We even spent days apart mailing each other letters and pretending to be pen pals. The best part was when we would call off pen pal week and come running back to each other to have major cuddling nights. Our friendship was certainly rolling out smoothly without complications but I knew there would always be small bumps in the road. You readers may believe a friendship with tons of cuddling is strange, but Harry and I weren't normal friends. We had a loving friendship, almost like a friends with benefits minus the sexual stuff.
We craved each others attention like dogs crave meat. We get jealous when one of us has our attention directed at something else, even if we are just caressing each other's hands or acknowledging the other we were fine. I knew Harry was in fact the one for me. I was so deeply in love with what we had I couldn't move on and neither could he.
A couple weeks into our new friendship speculations went around that the famous Harry Styles had a boyfriend. He was even seen in videos denying the rumors to keep our friendship on the low. It hurt a little though, knowing that Harry and I were extremely close but he technically was up on the market for anyone to date. I stole his attention 25/8 to make sure he wouldn't fall for anyone but me.
We had a small fight over me being too 'clingy'. It resulted in me forcing him to leave if he thought that but he laughed at my frustration and kissed me, stating that he was in love with me and didn't want to leave just because I wanted every ounce of his attention. We hardcore cuddled that night. Sometimes I feel like our souls were tied to each other and we were lost for so long but found each other and we were bound to end up together. Sometimes I feel like I am not worthy of such a goofy, caring, gorgeous human being. He always assured me not to think that way.
I think that's why I love him.
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A/N just a filler so I can avoid being guilty for not updating all this week.
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Fanfiction"That's exactly what you meant Louis. You're just jealous that other people can accept and love themselves so easy and you can't because you are too busy moping around and not thinking positive." Zayn snapped. "I am not! I am fine right where I am...
