I walked down the seemingly large hallway. I guess today was a good day.he left me alone. If all days were like this maybe I would be stronger. Maybe I would believe in myself. But as days go on I lose every inch of self esteem, I just want to crawl in a hole and die.
But, I must stay strong, for me, for my family, for my life. I've decided to try out for the X- factor, to see if the great Simon Cowell believed in me as a singer.
Some days I think about why I got myself involved with Matthew. I wanted to be popular and I wanted to be loved. But none of that ever happened instead my world crumbled. But I need to stand up, get back on my feet lace up my boots and defend my womanly rights, who knows maybe I'll grow more confidence on the X-Factor. Which is why I'm doing this, so I can be my ammunition against the words.
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NOT EDITED :D
I will check for mistakes later but 4 now It will stay like this.
I really enjoy writing this!
Jesy is so amazing! I met her! Matthew is basically supposed to be all the hate that Jesy got during X Factor UK.
In no way shape or form Matthews opinions are mine. Jesy is my favorite member and I would never say anything bad about her.
Positive feedback is always nice so feel free!
Xoxo,
SAM :D
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DNA // Jesy Nelson
FanfictionHis Blue eyes, are infectious. His fingerprints on my skin, from the abuse. He tells me that i'm fat, I can't sing, and that i'm worthless. What keeps me coming back? Well it's in his DNA. 2015 ©solarflares
