Meet Me On The Battlefield (Slow Updates)

Karma?

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Gomenasai for not updating for so long. I had a lot of homework.
( thats a lame excuse ) but my dm is crazy and i died in school last friday so i wasnt in the mood to update. Gomen. Enjoy :)

" C'mon kagi magi. Haiyaku . We are gonna miss the bus ! "

Time skip brought to you by nagisa crossdressing...

It was getting late in the evening after our little shopping trip and i bought the twins some new clothes too . They were at kayano's filming studio now and i dont know how much trouble they were causing her. I stared into the vast expance of the sea of people swarming in the streets , making sure
I never missed a face . Who am i looking for ? I dont know myself . Im just too bored thats all . I looked at the faces whizzing past me . Some happy some sad . Some too caught up in life that they themselves were lifeless empty vessels roaming the streets . And because there were so many people passing by , i almost missed the red hair and golden eyes exiting a bar with a bottle in his hands but doesnt look drunk at all  . How is he still alive ? Did he ? Was his death faked ? Did he really come back to life again ?y thoughts were drowning my consciousness and i felt light headed . My gaze travelled to his face .There was a slight smile lingering on his face as he was listening to a girl beside him saying something . He occasionaly let a laugh escape his lips and he looked at the girl . I felt like my heart was about to burst when i saw the girl which i reconised as ... RIO!? How... Why is she here ? They looked like they were having a great time together . A feeling of emptiness seemed to fill into my chest in a paradoxical way as i watched them from afar and at the way she put a smile on his face the way i should be . And as they stopped at the traffic lights and she set her gaze on his side profile and leaned against his shoulder like i used to , i was hopping that karma would push her off . But no. He didnt . That little action somehow shot an arrow straight into my heart . You could almost hear my delicate heart that was pieced together but tape fall apart again . I saw him again . He is alive . And well..
Perhaps he moved on from the past ? Had he forgottem about me ? I tried to think back to the day where the accident happened but my head was aching and the image was foggy. I could not comprehend what i was thinking about at all . He had moved on after he came back to life . How do expect a normal person to accept that fact ? But i am not normal. I am diffrent . Peculiar . Weird . Any word to describe me as the opposite of  normal .  Im not trying to be weird because i am weird . The only diffrence is that i would put on a normal person 's facade and you cant tell the diffrence . But i will have to accept that fact . I must . I felt  two tny hands grabbing mine and my eyes travelled down to see magi and kagi staring at me . " Karma !? Rio !? How is karma still alive and why is rio all over him ? " kayano scream-whispered. I continue looking down . " mommy ? Why are you crying ?"
My eyes widened . Crying ? Me? I thought i swore that i will never cry or show any emotion anymore . Hadnt i moved on from the past too ?
I did ... Right ? I looked up to meet karma 's gaze as he realised it was me. He looked at kagi and magi beside me huddling around my waist while snow flakes danced in the cold winter air . It was karma 's birthday today . His eyes looked shock but he quickly caught himself . He looked away . Probably ashamed  for all the wrongs he did to me . Karma 's a bitch and both of us knew that . Kagi and magi tugged on my coat sleeves , wanting to go home . A bus zoomed  between me and karma and after it passed , they were gone . Just like the snow when it melts away without anyone noticing .
All at once they were gone (sry for the repetition) in the crowd of people that meant nothing to me in comparison . He had moved on and in a sense i did too . But he was still lingering on my mind although every day i try not to think about him . " lets go ... " murmuring , i turned my back to my past and walked away with my children and kayano by my side . To think that trying to commit sucide the first few days he was gone made me realise what an idiot i was . There was no point dying for a person who doesnt love me anymore although i did not know it at that time . I was done with him . I trusted him . That night he proposed to me ... Am i accusing him of something he did not committ ?
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Before i go , this chappy is not the last one . Its a new start to the real story . The previous ones is just their past . Hope you enjoy reading this book :)  dont forget to vote !!!