Another Girls' Nigga (COMPLETED)

N I N E

I can't believe the things that Terrance has been telling me. I mean, come on now, what nigga doesn't care about the number of guys you've slept with? Trust me when I say this, but I've gotten around. Am I ashamed? No. Would I change my past? No. Because everything that happened to me, happened for a reason. I've been at the lowest point of my life, but that's all apart of what I have to go through to get me where I need to be. I don't know where that is yet, but I know something great is going to happen to me. Just wait on it.

I got off subject a little bit there, but for some reason I can't help but think my trust issues will ruin every companionship I have with a man. I trusted my father and he betrayed me. I trusted Lance and he broke my heart, so did Bobby and the other 3 niggas I claim to have been in love with. They all have something to do with the pain I feel everyday. How do I know that if I give myself completely over to Terrance, I won't get hurt? I can't keep putting my heart on the line like that. It takes forever for me to put it back together again. But that's enough sadness. I don't like to dwell on the things that happened to me because then I'll be vulnerable. Who wants to feel like that? Not I.

"You going to work?" Terrance asks as I pulled my tight pants over my ass that's starting to get a little bigger.

"Yeah." I say as I pull my hoodie over my head.

"When I make you mines, you not gone be stripping no more. We gone run the Penthouse together. Aight?" he asks, pulling me into him so that my back was to his chest and I stepped away.

"I'll see you at the club." I tell him. I grab my bag and quickly kiss his lips before leaving out of his bedroom. I only came by for a quickie, yesterday, and ended up staying all night. Then he didn't wanna get out of bed today and wanted me to stay. But now it's time for me to get to the money. I hopped in my car and drove home. I ran the water for a shower as I walked into my room to take my clothes off. Once I was naked, I went back to the bathroom and got in the tub and washed my body and hair. I got out, blow dried my hair and lotioned up my body. I threw on a dark gray Champion sweat suit and my black low top vans. Then I grabbed my car keys, phone and purse and headed out the house.

When I got to the Penthouse, I was on straight business. I wanted to get in then get the fuck out. I was on a mission. I changed into one of my costumes of the night that showed so much and left little to the imagination.