When Love Failed

Confession!

[Alicia POV]

As I lay on my bed, I keep on thinking about what Mei have said this afternoon. "Try to confess my feeling? That's going to be hard Mei...." I mumbled.

I keep on toss and turn on my bed, How can she affect me this bad. I miss her presence even though I just spend time with her almost everyday.

The question now, Do I Alicia is ready to confess my feeling to this girl? Do I really sure that what I am feeling is love? or is it a simple crush? or just a temporary interest? What will be the consequences if I confess? "Arrghhhhh!" I shook my head. "This is really a pain in the ass, Is it really this hard? I really do want this to get it over with!" I tossed my pillow on the floor.

"Aihara Mei, Why are you really in my mind most of the time..." I muttered as I tried to get some sleep. It was really late and I am having an insomnia because of her.

[Mei POV]

It's been a few weeks after I asked Alicia to confront her feeling, Alicia was getting worse day by day.

Worst as of sleeping in the middle of class, every time I try to approach her she would quickly went out of class or walk the other direction. Alicia actions have made me curious why she is acting like she is avoiding me. "Did I make her feel upset? or Did I do something wrong?" I wondered as I tried to think of a way to approach her. It really annoyed me that she is like avoiding her without a reason. "At least tell me Alicia...I may be able to help you...what ever is troubling you..." I sighed.

I shake my heads, and walked to my locker. Suddenly some guy leaning next to my locker.
"Hi! " He greeted and stare at me.

"Yes? do I know you?" I answered.

"Well technically no, but I do want to get to know you" he smiled.

"Sure, May I know your name? " I smiled as I looked at his figure, tall, well build not too bulky, blonde hair and those beautiful blue eyes.

"Just call me Ken" he winked as he move away from the locker, the bell rang.

"Nice to meet you Ken, but I have to go now" I closed and locked my locker and move to my next class.

"Hey! you haven't told me your name yet!" he shouted and I just give him a smirk and wave good bye to him.

What a strange fella, I smiled as I was going to my next class someone suddenly closed my mouth and dragged me to a dark room.

"Let me go!" I tried to fight the person who just kidnap me.

"Shhh~ It's me Mei...." a soft voice spoke and slowly release me.

"Alicia? is that you...it's dark I can't see you clearly" I tried to calm my heart down. Alicia you going to pay for what you did. I was freaking out thought I was really going to be kidnap or worst rape by someone.

"I am sorry to drag you like this, I just need someone to talk to and it's been driving my crazy to not to talk to you..." I heard she sat down on the ground.

"What is it Alicia? " I sat beside her.

"I just..................." she mumbled.

Suddenly Alicia hugged me and touch my face with her two hands, " Mei, I am not sure what I am feeling right now are love, or just a simple interest but I do want you to know...." she gulped before she continue " that never in my life that I found someone or even interested in someone as much as I am interested in you...you have been haunted my mind ,my dreams, and I miss your presence just after we meet....and it keep on repeating everyday...last time you ask me to confront my 'lovestruck' issue and here I am trying my shot at telling the person that I like that I like her so much and hope that she will not be freak out...." she stared at my eyes.

Okay I was caught off guard and dumbfounded, I was not expecting the reason why she was getting worst at class was because of me. I looked at her eyes , "Alicia I am sorry that I have affected you that much....I don't know what to say....you know that I am really in a shock right now....either I am  feeling happy or something....But I do feel happy that you trusted me and tell me what's bothering you" I touched her hands on my cheeks and let it down.

I was lost of words to say to her. This was my first time being confess to and to top it up from a girl who just got transfer from USA. How am I suppose to respond to this confession.