GxG One Shots

A cheerleader's secret part four

(Missing a bit in the beginning but ill write that later)

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    "Because there is nothing good about being gay!" Julia shouted at Camryn. A hurt, almost pained look crossed the cheerleader's features, but at that moment Julia didnt care enough to stop. She wanted Camryn to hurt, she wanted all of these feelings to stop and if this is what it took then so be it. "I cant be gay! People will stare. People will whisper behind my back about how gross i am. I will get discriminated against. Sarah will hate me."

    "Is that what this is about?" Camryn asked, and for the first time Julia saw those beautiful yellow-blue eyes glisten. She was holding back tears. "Is this about Sarah?"

    "Its not about Sarah," Julia denied, contempt lacing her voice. "Its about that i dont want to be with you."

    "Julia-"

    "I dont want to see you. I dont want to hear you. And most of all i dont want to even think about you. I want you out of my life." Julia said with contempt in her voice.

    "Julia stop, please-"

    "Go away Camryn!" Julia shouted at her. "I hate you and everything that has to do with you!"

    Camryn stepped back, and for a moment Julia wondered if the cheerleader was going to respond, but the way Camryn was looking at her, how broken she looked, almost tore Julia's heart in two. Every word twisted and twisted the beating organ in her chest. Good, Julia thought. I hope it's so broken it would never feel for her again.

    "Youre worthless." Julia continued. "Youre a disgusting human being and dont deserve anyone."

    "Stop it."

    "No one is ever going to love you, because you cant even love the right person."

    "Julia stop."

    "Im never going to love you, because that is never supposed to happen."

    "Julia-" Camryn choked. "Stop."

    "Youre something less than human. A degenerate being thats filthy-"

    "I said stop!" Camry yelled, crying. "Stop- stop hurting me!"

    There it was, the tears. Its what Julia has been waiting for. It meant that the once cheerful and happy cheerleader was finally broken. Hammered down into a crying inconsolable human because Julia finally got it into her head that they were wrong. That their feelings were wrong. Julia walked forward, to finish the job and send one last statement that will completely destroy the girl, but then she jerked back. She tried moving forward but her movements were slow, as if she were in slow motion. She tried her hardest to fasten the movements but she continued walking in that turtle like pace. To Julia's confusion Camryn did nothing, she just stood there, quietly crying while Julia struggled to move an inch.

    Then, everything went black. Her entire vision was shot.

    She saw nothing.

    Julia sat up abruptly, waking from her dream with a jolt and a sharp gasp. She looked around her. Desk. Bed. Chair. Walls. Pictures. Night. Mirror. Bathroom. All of these things came into her mind in short sputters as her mind kicked into full gear.

    A dream. It was all a dream. Julia brought her hand to her face, but immediately pulled them back when she felt something wet touch them. Her hands were wet with her tears, and with a twist in her gut Julia realized that she was crying during her dream. Julia laid back down on her bed, the dream shocking her being into focus. She ruined Camryn in her dream. She broke her and said all those awful things. If that was what it took to stop this...