The Emo Kid

Day 2 first half.

Jonathan's journal: 03/02/2015.

At 5:00am I woke up and I don't know why, I just feel weird, I called my mum in so that she knew and she said that I can stay at home today or go to a friend's, but not out about the streets, after my mum left I went back to sleep.
At 10:00am I woke up and I put some music on, just dancing to my music I got a knock on my door, I was home alone so I didn't know what to do, so I ran upstairs and put my clothes on, by the time I got down stairs they were still knocking on the door, I opened the door and it was James and someone new called Nuria, she had red hair and beautiful chocolate eyes, my heart started racing and when I went to say hi, I just froze, James asked if they could come in and I obviously let them in, I asked them to give me a minute, I just needed to go to the bathroom.
At 10:30am I got back downstairs, they knew I wasn't feeling well so they weren't offended.
James asked me something that I felt so happy about, he asked me if I would like to help turn there great seven into a great eight, I accepted the opportunity, he said that everyone in that group goes through an initiation, he asked me if I would accept whatever it was and I obviously said yes, he reached into his pocket and pulled out a cigarette, he told me to smoke one, I accepted it and when we went to smoke it I chucked it away.
At 13:00pm James left leaving me with Nuria alone, I didn't know what to do, so we started playing never have I ever, we learned quite a bit about each other thanks to that.
When I was talking to Nuria I found out that she is a romantic, she plays the guitar and loves Metallica, she was my dream girl, but she was way out of my league.
At 16:30pm Nuria left and when she did, I felt absolutely empty inside, like my heart breaking but staying the same, it was weird...