Have you ever been lost? Not just physically but mentally; A life not worth of living. To stumble upon days with out proper footing, to see what is not meant to be seen.
I have so many times. They can drive someone mad. Towards insanity, to make you want to die. To have go and beg for death. Plans are made, but never quite fulfilled. A maze forever rerouting itself and you are looking for the exit--a exit that you beg to be there although you know there is not one.
Have you seen the face of one you loved before they where taken away? Yet this is not some fairy tale world where you put on some shiny armor or get your trusted staff and fight off the evil foe. To go against all odds are have the one you lost back. To see there smile as they run towards your arms. And for a slit second, just one, it seems that time has stopped 'round you a slit moment. Just so you enjoy the moment, to have nothing left but pure bliss. This is not a fairy tale.
Life is not something majestic. It's cold, hard and destructive. I've seen the face of the only one I had left as they went. I was label as unfit to have a child. After I lost her, to a curse. Worse of all I had to deal to seeing her everyday, to have her so close to me but so far. For every second of my life I had to bear acknowledging she was a few yards away, but out of my reach.
What makes me mad? It is love, love is what makes us all mad. Love is weakness to some. To give someone complete control of yourself and hope the don't go and use it. Love has driven a dark man to an insane and dark man. That, madman, is not all. Oh but I ensure you there is quite more. Love is motivation, to travel across realms for love. Later you are trapped in a different realm, with a talking animals and cards as knights.
Whom am I? I'm the man that everyone know one knows. I'm the myth to all myths The tale of a man being told to characters of Grimm fairytales. No one knows exactly who I am. I'm just a tale like the rest. But no one exactly knows which one. I rarely leave my home, I stay cooped up. Barely leave to socialize with others. No one will understand me for who I am. A monster who cannot love. I hurt everything I touch and am left one step closer to death.
I am the mad hatter, Jefferson.
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Dark Desires (Mad Hook) Once Upon A Time Fanfic
Fanfic"There is nothing left for me. I am alone, there is nothing left for me. All my anger and pain leaks out and affects my life. Paige has been taken away from me. I am alone by myself, the pain and the thoughts."...
