I am so close to giving up on it all.
I just want everything to go away.
I see shooting stars and it is 11:03.
I wish I had someone to help me through this.
I wish I had someone who understood.
I wish I had someone who would always be there for me.
I wish I didnt live in a house where I am unwanted.
I wish that people would tell me that thing would get better or I was going to be okay instead of threatening me because of problems I have.
I wish people wouldnt use things that have been going on for years as blackmail.
I wish I was a different person.
I wish that after five years someone would finally see that there is something wrong.
I wish people would call me out on my lies.
I wish people wouldnt accept what I say and would question me on it.
I wish I had one stable person in my life.
I wish I was happy.
I wish I was free.
I wish I could smile and it be because I am content and can be who I want to be.
I wish someone would look me in the eyes and tell me they were here for me.
I wish I could look someone in the eyes.
I wish I could trust my boyfriend and not be terrified of him.
I wish I wasnt terrified of everybody on the streets.
I wish that there were more things to wish upon, because what I am offered isnt nearly enough.
By the end of these wishes it is 11:15 and I wish I could tell you more.
