I hate the constant mind numbing headaches
I hate the electric shocks running up and down my body
I hate being irritable and always angry
I hate the body shaking cravings
I hate the sleepless nights and hazed days
I have the never ending want for something I cant have
I hate that it ffells like its ruining my life instead of improving it
I hate the carefulness that now inhabits my life
I hate having the voice in my head that is always whispering "just one more time"
I hate that the drugs are still controlling my life
I hate the daydreams about getting high again
I hate that there is no control of my life
I FUCKING HATE WITHDRAWL
